HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

8 - Out there...

HEY GUYS, HOW ARE YOU? HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE. WILL TRY AND DO MY BEST. MUAAH, I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU FOR READING AND FAVING, THAT MEANS SOOOOOO MUCH. BTW, HAVE YOU HEARD THE REFLECTION ALBUM TODAY!? IF NOT... YOU SHOULD... 

ZAYN'S POV

I was at a loss of words, what could I say!? He had done it already, he had hurt this human being in front of me. The first day I met her I felt so bad for sending her to the hospital with all that had happened. How do you think I'm feeling now... I'm digusted with that sample of a man... But wait, why did she stick with him that long... something's missing here....

"Lauren...I'm-I'm so sorry for that, you didn't deserve that, you're such a caring, beautiful girl, but... why did you- why did you stay with him this long, I mean, he hurt you, why did you stay with- him" she looke away from my eyes, staring at the floor

"I don't know.. well, I guess I was just so in love with him, that I thought it wouldn't be that bad... they say love cures everything, and I think I lived that a little too much, being the dumb girl I am..." she said chuckling at the end.

"hey hey hey! Look at me, you're no dumb. We don't know each other for that much, we realy don't know each other, but with this few days that has passed, I can see that you're are such a smart girl, you are the most inteligent girl I've ever met! Don't you ever doubt your inteligence, ok?" she looked at me, smiling, I guess, at my words

"ok, thanks... that really means a lot, you are really suprising me Zayn, you and the rest of the boys, you guys are so much more down to earth then I ever thought you were, and you support everybody even though you don't know them, I really appreciate that..." I just smiled, blushing a bit  

"Zayn, as you were saying, we really don't know each other, besides what I just told you, but, I really wanna know you, not what appears on the media, but the real Zayn, the one that I'm seeing right now, I know this sounds stupid-" I cut her blushing face off,

"No, No, I get what you mean, I wanna know you too" I said, staring at her eyes. 

After a moment, of both of us staring at each other, I begun "So, ahm.. let me see" I said, puting my index finger on my chin, as if I was thinking really hard

"so, let's start with the basics, what's your favourite colour?"

"black, definitly black... I like blue too, but black it's..."  

"Really!? me too, I love black, people say it's just a sad colour, with no emotion, or better with a stiff emotion, but I think that people express their selfs more, with the black colour, I mean, all the colours in the world are inside of the black one, so"

"yeah, good thinking, I guess, that's exactly what I try to do, express my self with my clothes, and yeah, you're smart!"

"I know, I know" I said, cockily . She laughed, her beautiful giggle leaving her mouth

"Let's not get to delusional" "oh so besides being smart, you're a funny ass too" I said joining her laugh

"Yeah, I could say the same to you, little miss" I said booping her nose, she frowned, making her nose cute in some type of way

"Hey, I'm not little, Ally is!" she said laughing,

"you're  so fucking cute" oh shoot this was supposed to be a thought... she blushed, smiling

"thanks" I blushed too, nodding my head.

"So... ugh what's your hobby, like, what do you do besides singing?"

"ahm, I can draw, too, I love drawing, it keeps me call, whenever I'm nervous or stressed out with something, which is like, almost everyday" she said chuckling