HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

3 - Better winds of reflection

(SORRY FOR BEING LATE :// .READ AUTHOR'S NOTE IN THE END PLEASE,LOVE YOU BUNCHES)

ZAYN'S POV

How in the hell did this happened. Never in my life I raised my voice to a girl, never. And I never got intentions to do it. I don't know what got into me... I seriuosly don't.

We were in the hospital still waiting for any information about Lauren when the doctor came. "Who's with Lauren Jauregui?" We all got up but the girls went in the doctor's direction "She's going to be fine, it was a panick attack I'm going to give you this prescription she has to take these twice a day,in the morning and afternoon, you can now go see her" "thank you" the girls hugged each other and I went to talk with them "hey...ahm...can I see Lauren... alone?" they looked at each other then Ally answeard "sure" I smiled "thank you, you guys go ahead, I'll talk with her in the end, just don't tell her I'm coming cause she might not like it" they smiled and went into Lauren's room

LAUREN'S POV

I woke up with a terribble headache, I could see I was in a hospital room and I was now remebering all that happened last night. The thing that really, really pissed me off, was the fact that I showed my vunerable part to everyone, which I really hate it, cause I like to show people that I'm happy, strong and have no problems... but the thing is... I do. Everybody has, but I just don't like to be all emotional. It's a part of me pretending to be strong for others but being a freaking emotional wreck inside, and Zayn took of all my mask, and it's like he showed the inner me.... I hate it.

"Lolo!" "Hey guys!" "how ya doin'?" *just like dinah's vine* "I'm good Dinah, only my head is hurting " They all pouted "Lauren.... what happened with you and Zayn?" here it goes "nothing..." "Lauren, tell us we saw the end you two were fighting!" "no we weren't...guys, it's really nothing, I'm fine as you see so, don't worry ok, please" just me pretending to be strong when inside I'm crying asking for support, I love my girls though. "Hey Lauren!" Just in came One Direction "Hey!" "How are you?" "I'm fine thanks, thank you for coming and staying this long, but you guys should go,really,tomorrow morning you have reharsals and it's already late, thanks for coming though, it's really nice of you" they smiled "no problem, you girls are coming too?" "Yeah, we'll be in the car, give us just a minute" Camila said and they left. "We love you Lolo, will you be ok alone?" "Yes, I will thank you guys, but wait, let's take a selfie first" I said and thy laughed "ok give me yoir phone that I'll take it" Dinah said, those long arms aren't made for nothing. She took the pic and then they left after giving me a warm hug, I love them, they are like sisters to me really, they just bring such hapiness even when I'm sad... I love those silly criatures.

As soon as they left I posted the pic on twitter, cause at this time everybody new about this all situation ( I wonder why my parents and Luis haven't called me yet...) "Hey guys, I'm ok now, thanks for worrying about me , I love you lots"

I rembered, once again, all that happenes yesterday, my weekness , and I started crying, I don't even know why. "Lauren can I com- hey hey, why are you crying?" "What are you doing here, get out now!" That just made him come closer "I said out" I said while whipping my tears "Lauren I just came to talk to you, don't get mad really, I'm not gonna hurt or judge you just please listen to me"

ZAYN'S POV

"...just please listen to me" I said. Seeing her crying, layint in a hospital bad, just hurt me deep inside, and I don't know why. I jusr met her. But since what happened I think I developed some kind of feeling for her, I feel like I need to protect her.

"No, I don't want to hear, just go, please Zayn, go" and then all of the sudden tears fell down my face "Lauren, I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me, I never did that, and I'm so sorry, for yelling at you, trust me I never yelled at any girl, never, I'm...I'm just so sorry" as soon as she saw me crying , her face expresdion softened, and she was now listening to me... gladly.