HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

20 - Why...

"No! Dinah!" I giggle on the stage's floor

"Let me give you that wedgie, come here!" Dinah says, also laughing.

"No! I love you!"

"Oh now you love me!? Come here!" She says still laughing while helping me stand up.

"I love you Dinah!" I cutely say looking at hugging her.

"Love you too!" She answers back hugging me tight.

We're currently 'reharshing' for our show tonight. We made a quick pause cause staff wanted to adjust some stuff, so I took the opportunity to take a joke on Dinah, but that never goes well. Seriously it's scary to do pranks on her cause her payback's are real bitches.

The boys are all on their bus. I guess management wanted to talk to them, probably about the tour or something.

"Boo!" I hear saying near my ear.

"Whoever that is, that did not scared me at all." I say before turning around, only to find Zayn there.

"Hey Z, I thought you had a meeting with management and the boys too?" I say giving him a peck on his chin. His face immediatetly goes stern.

"What happened?" I frown placing my hands on his harms.

"We need to talk to you later." He says. I glup down and nod.

"Oh...ok."

"Hey, don't worry! It's all good alright!?" he cups my face and kisses my forhead.

"Alright." I kiss him on the lips and I can feel that something is bothering him.

"You guys done with your rehearsals?" He asks smiling.

"I don't know. Staff told us to wait a bit, but it's been 30 minutes already." I huff walking over to where the boys and the girls were.

"Hey, you lovebirds!" Liam says as we approach them.

"Hey you idiots." I reply throwing my tongue at him.
He shoves my hair and I slap him on his arm.

"Ouch! Warn me not to mess with you anymore!" He playfully says while rubbing at his arm.

"Will do!" I say and the girls back me up laughing at him.

"That's my girl!" Zayn says from behind me kissing my cheek.

The boys features turn sad and I wonder what happened on that meeting. Zayn is sad too. I can feel it. I know he'll tell me later, but I can't help but feel like something bad's about to happen.

"So, what was the meeting about?" Camila asks.

"Oh, you know, just some stuff." Harry says glacing at me and Zayn briefly.
This has something to do with us. I just know it.

"Ok, what happened there!? You guys keep glacing at me and Zayn, this is about us isn't it?" I ask getting sick of all that staring. I'm scared to know th answer too, because I know it is a bad thing already. I just hope it's not that bad.

Things are going really god now that Zayn and I are together. Some fans didn't like it at first but I think that's all sorted out. I keep seeing these cute zauren manips on my twitter timeline all the time, and it makes me so happy that they accept us, cause I really love the harmonizers, and altghough it doens't seem like I always look for them for support and to make me happy and all.

I am a better person too. I am a lot more confident then before cause all I knew and all I heard were those stupid remarks Luis did about the clothes I wore, about the make up I put on my face, about everything and anything. And now that Zayn came in the picture, I get to listen everyday how beautiful and wise and cute about how curious about the world's matters he thinks I am. That makes me feel good and protected. And loved.

Zayn turns me around and looks at me. His eyes getting glossy like he's about to cry?

I think I've never seen him cry, or like this... I'm not liking this at all...

"What's wrong Z?" I ask worried. I don't think I want to know anymore.

"Lauren. Management want us to... they want us to break up." He says quietly.

I frown.
Break up? They want us to break up?
My heart starts beating faster. I wasn't ready for this. What is happening.

"What? Wh-Why?" I ask. Tears start rolling down my cheek.

"They're saying my bad-boy image or whatever is getting ruined because of us." He answers as his eyes turn red and watery.

Are you fucking kidding me.

"What?" I sob.

I can't believe this is happening. I can't believe it. I love him so much. Why did they have to ruin
this? What did I do wrong?

"So you're breaking up with me?" I ask quietly looking at the floor. I just want to run away. I don't want to be here anymore.

I start walking away from there. Zayn comes after me and after a bit he turns me around.

"Hey, hey, I'm not breaking up with you! Ok?" He says cupping my face and cleaning away my tears with his thumbs.
His face softens and I see a tear slipping away from his eye.

"How? Management is asking you to do it! You have to. You know how this is, how they are." I cry.

"Yes, I do. But I'm not breaking up with you. I would never." he assures me taking my hand in his.

"Why?" I sniff.

"Because I love you. I love you so much Lauren." he kisses my forehead.

"I love you too." I put my hand around his neck and hug him tight.

I love him so much. He's helped with so much and just the thought of breaking up with him...
I can't even tell you how much I love him. I never loved anybody like I love him. I guess I never really loved anynody. I know I had Luis, but that wasn't love. That I know. Zayn loves me in a way nobody ever did. I trust him with everything and so does he.
I just hope this is a nightmare and this will all end right now. Please.

"What do we do now?" I ask. There's no way we can still date with management always on our butts.

"We continue dating. There's no way on hell I'll leave you." He looks me straight in the eyes and licks his lips.

"Good. Cause I won't leave you and neither am letting you leave." I chuckle.

"Yes m'am!" He salutes and I giggle pushing him in for a kiss.

This is going to be hard. But that's the fun of it. I just hope things don't get messy on our side.

"Ahem." Somebody clears their throat. We break the kiss only to find one of their management guys there.

Zayn smirks and kisses me again in front of him. I blush but kiss him just as passionately as he is kissing me.

God,I love his kisses.

The boys and the girls whistle and shout as we kiss in front of the middle aged man. I'm gessing he's not liking this. At. All.

"Lauren! Zayn! On the bus, now!"
Oh shit. We're gonna be in trouble.

We break the kiss and look at each other with a smile playing on our lips.

"Didn't you guys want a bad-boy?" Zayn asks smirking. I look at him confused. What's he doing?

The guys nods and crosses his arms.

"Then watch me leave with my girlfriend, yes my girlfriend!" He puts his arm around me and walks the opposite way. Suddenly he stops and turns around, once again.

"Hey you!" He points to the guy who looks at him with an angry and confused expression. "Fuck you!" He says and I gasp.

Holy shit. We're gonna be in deep, deep trouble.

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