HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

5- Changes.

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ZAYN'S POV

And there was Lauren crying on my shoulder. Her sobs getting higher as minutes passed by. I just want to know why. Why was she like this. Why was she hurt and who was hurting her. Why was she dropping so many tears. Why....

Liam was now calling me.

Liam: hey where are you guys, we need to start

I looked at Lauren to see if she would be able to take the m&g without crying.

Not for now, maybe later.

zayn: look, Lauren isn't feeling very well, I'm going to stay with her a bit, as soon as she feels better we'll be there.

I heard Liam telling the others what was happening. The girls started talking but I didn't get what they were saying.

Liam: The girls are saying they'll stay with Lauren

Zayn: no, tell them not to worry, that I'm here with her. Pass me to Dinah please.

Liam: ok

Dinah: Zayn, what does she have, she's not having a panick attack is she? What did you do to her you looser?

Zayn: Dinah calm down I didn't do anything to her, she's....she-ahm- her stomach is hurting .

Dinah: are you sure?

Zayn: Yes don't worry I'm here with her.

Dinah: ok, tell her we love her!

Zayn: will do bye.

I ended the call and stared at Lauren, still on the couch, hugging her knees, still crying. What happened to her, I see fear in her eyes. Why is she afraid who's making her afraid. I need to protect her from whoever is doing that...

"Lauren? Do you want to talk?" I said hugging her again, now puting her head in my chest, so she could lay. She then put her arms around my torso. And shook her head repetedly "no, I can't talk right now" the pain coming trough her voice... "ok... do you want me to make you something?" "No Zayn, just stay here please... don't leave, please..." she said. "Ok I won't leave, don't worry" she shifted in her place, hugging me tighter .

I need to think. I really need to. This whole situation with Lauren is making me have to think. What kind of realtionship is this. I mean, I'm kind of developing feelings for her... not that I'm starting to like her, just as a friend. But this thing with me having the need to protect her is messing up with my head. Cause I know, I can feel that she's so fragile, I think that she goes through so much, but she doesn't let anybody know her better, know her fears, what's disturbing her. She just masks her self and doesn't let anybody cross her own created barrier. What's with her, for me to be able to protect her, I need to know more about her... I need to!

One hour went by, Lauren was now sleeping in my lap. There was coming sound outside the bus, I think m&g as finished and we missed it... shit, what about directioners? I'll have to apoligize by twitter later! The girls went in the bus, followed by the boys "Hey Laur- shoot, she's sleeping, hey Zayn!" Camila yelled, whispering in the end "Is she feeling better?" Dinah asked concerned "yeah, I think so, she felt asleep a bit after we talked" they all pouted. "Thank you so much for staying here with her Zayn" Ally said "No problem" I said smiling "oh by the way, people were asking for you two and I said you were to busy dating, no need to thank me" Louis said with a devil smile, that bitch "YOU DID-" I yelled and then remembered Lauren was sleeping "You did whaat?" I whispered yelled "Don't worry Zayn he didn't say that, he told them you were both feeling sick, probably for something you ate" Normani said, punching Louis' arm, thank you Normani "oh, thanks" I said releived . After a bit Lauren started waking up. They were all in our bus, not to wake up Lauren with the noise, they're always so loud. "Hey, are you feeling better?" I said. She got out of my embrace and sat up "yes, I think" "Just know that I'll be here to hear whatever is making you feel that way." "Thanks, where are the others?" She said half-smiling "They went to our bus, do you want to go?" "I don't know... I'll wait a bit, but you can go if you want" " No it's ok, I'll stay with you" I said smiling and she smiled back "I'm going to make something for us to eat, what do you want?" "I don't know anything" "ok then I'll just make some pancakes, it's always a good time to make pancakes" " pancakes will be, let me help you" she frowned "you cook?" "Yes... why?" " oh nothing, boys usually don't know how to cook, I'm suprised" "well, I'm a boy and I can cook" "amazing!" "Are you kidding me?" "No... I'd never laugh at a boy who cooks, never!" She said ironicly "oh yeah! Then I'll cook and you go to the couch! " "ok then" "watch and learn" she laughed. I was able to make a laugh come out of her, knowing that she was crying moments ago! At a boy Zayn "yeah right" she said