Just for once [COMPLETED]

Chapter 33

Previously...

[Eun Bi's POV]

Maybe it'll hurt less like this...

And i held it above my wrist.

[Sehun's POV]

I drove back quickly and went into my room to pack my clothes, toiletries and uniform then rushed out of the room bumping into Luhan hyung.

He looks...

Lifeless.

"Where is she? " He asked. His once lifeless eyes now has a tiny spark of hope.

"I'm not telling you." I said then that tiny spark of hope diminished.

"Please Sehun. I need her. I love her. Please... i cant do this without her. It was mistake really. I really love Eun Bi... Please bring me to her. " He begged.

"Don't be so selfish hyung. I know you want to see her. But she's hurting so much. You love her? It seems to me that you don't love her enough to push Sohee away from you. Let me ask you. Does your heart feel like it will beat out of your chest when you see your arms around her waist and her sleeping soundly beside you the moment you open your eyes? Do you look and her and just see your future with her? Do you notice the way she fiddles with her fingers and bite her lips when she's nervous? Can you tell her fake smile from a real one? Does your world stop for a minute the moment you hear her laughter? Do you fall hopelessly in love with her again even when you see her everyday? Do you?

Because i do. I love her. Much more than you could imagine. I dont know why, how or when i fell so deep. But i know im in too deep. I look at her and my mind goes 'damn. Shes the one. I want her last name to be changed to mine. '. Thats why i let her go, to you because i know she loves you very much. I can see the way her eyes sparkle when shes with you and how she smiles unknowingly. I thought you'd take care of her, but you proved me wrong by cheating. Even if it was for a while, its still cheating. Why did you lie to her when she asked you? You could've told her the truth, she would've forgiven you in a heartbeat.

But you chosed to lie. You know she hates liars the most. And you lied. Thats what hurts Eun Bi the most. I'm done backing off for you. If you cant keep her and protect her and love her like she's your life then I'll do it.

You just missed the diamond while looking at a glitter for a second. " I said then walked off towards the car.

I hope she isnt crying anymore.

I drove back to the hotel and opened the hotel suite door.

Okay it seems abnormally quiet.

I put down my bag and went to the bathroom. I saw Eun Bi leaning against the bathtub, holding a razor slitting her wrist with tears dripping down her face and blood dripping onto the bathroom floor tiles. Fuck.

"Eun Bi ah! " I said and snatched the razor away from her and threw it into the bin.

I pulled her into a hug and she cried. She must be hurting so much...

After a while, she stopped and i helped her to stand up then lead her to the bed.

I took the first aid box provided by the hotel and cleaned her cuts.

"Please dont do this to yourself Eun Bi. You're much more valuable than anything and anyone. You shouldn't have cut yourself like this. You scared the hell out of me you know that? I thought i was gonna lose you for a second. " I said while wrapping bandage around her wrist.

"I'm sorry. I-i just thought that maybe it would h-hurt lesser. " she said.

"Its fine. Just dont do it again you hear me? " i said and she nodded.