Dark Paradise (Camren)

Balans (4)

POV Camila Cabello

9:40AM

I woke up unintentionally due to a fucking headache. Today is my day off at work, the best day for me to sleep in, but the result of a drunken night hit me with full force accompanied by a tremendous hangover. I made a big effort to sit up in bed, feeling strong twinges in my head and with them a small flashback that left me dizzy and nauseated. I brought my two hands to my temples and massaged them trying to relieve myself from the unbearable pain, I closed my eyes and a few memories knocked in my head, among them the disappearance of my wallet followed by the kiss that me and Lauren shared. I opened my eyes and looked to the side seeing a tray with breakfast, I stretched my arm grabbing the silver colored tray, bringing it closer to me and putting it on my lap, my eyes swept the tray where there's a bowl containing fruit with a beautiful color, toast, a generous bar of butter and papaya juice, even though I really enjoy eating what caught my attention was a piece of paper that was there, I picked it up and opened it:

"Good Morning baby, I woke up really early, I had to take care of some things at the company and I didn't want to wake you up, after all it's your day off, instead I left a tray with breakfast, I hope you like it, I'll be back for lunch.

Love you. Oh! I left some medication for your hangover next to the bowl of fruit. xoxo"

I opened a wide smile when I finished reading the note. Rob was definitely the perfect man, hardworking, polite and extremely gorgeous, and you cheated on him. My subconscious brought it to reality giving me a shock and making me realize the mistake I made, a big weight of conscious fell on me, I cheated on Rob and as a reward he leaves me this extremely cute note accompanied by an amazing breakfast, I cheated on Rob with a woman that I barely know, I didn't know anything about her, I palmed my forehead with my hand. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." I repeated several times in my mind. I don't know for how long I stared at Rob's note, maybe for long minutes, I kept staring until I got to the conclusion to leave this between me and my subconscious. Even though my subconscious isn't helping me by bringing last night's memories, it wasn't really a betrayal, I mean, it was, but it was only a kiss, a fucking hot kiss. Screw this, it was just a kiss and I don't want this one kiss ruining my engagement, I wasn't going to see her again, I was never going back to that club, it was more than decided. Another strong pang hit my head reminding me to take the medicine, so I picked it up and swallowed it accompanied by a sip of papaya juice, now I only needed to wait for its effect.

I ate my entire breakfast and got up to do my chores despite the torturous hangover, little by little the apartment was getting clean, after finishing my chores, I picked up my phone and called the bank to cancel all of my cards and asking for others as soon as possible, I did the same with my documents. After long minutes resolving the problem of my lost wallet, I received a text from Dinah:

Dinah: Hey drunken XD how's the hangover? hdhedlqjdegd

I rolled my eyes and laughed.

Camila: Dinah, don't be ridiculous, I'm dying and you are laughing? You know very well that you can lose your job bc of it.

Dinah: Geez! I can't even joke around anymore. I just wanted to use the little free time I have and ask my sweet best friend if she's okay and tell that Ally left her car in front of her building and the keys are in the lobby, you're welcome.

Camila: Omg, that's right, my car, thank you Cheechee and tell Ally that I really appreciate her help, I'll talk to you later, I have to solve some things around here.

The sound of the doorbell made me look away from my phone and look in the direction of the door that showed Rob getting in clumsily with his work briefcase, but not only that, he was carrying something behind his back, his posture made me laugh which caught his attention.