Chapter 41

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A/N Violet is in the picture above ;)
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*Y/N's Pov*

I leaned against the wall in the hallway and dropped myself to the ground. Why did this happen? How could this happen? Nate just left me. He said he would never leave me and he just did.

I felt a presence starring at me. Jack came and leaned down to my level.
"Baby he's not worth it. You'll always have me. We can live happy together. You, me, and our baby. We're gonna be so happy." He said.
What kind of sick twisted mind does he fucking have?
"No! Leave me alone! You ruined my life!"
"No I didn't Y/N. It's not ruined! You're just taking everything the wrong way right now cus its like a huge bomb just dropped. We got drunk and it happened okay. Its not just my fault its both our faults. You're paying the consequences of your mistake. I'm here for you to help you and be here with you to take responsibility for my child."

To a certain point Jack was right. It's my fault. I'm so fucking stupid.
"I'm so stupid. I can't- I can't take it!"
"No. Y/N its okay i'm right here. We can raise our child together." Jack caressed my cheek and i pushed his hand away.
"No its not your child! Its mine and Nate's okay! The condom broke and its Nate's! It's Nate's child!" I was crying and getting and intense migraine. All of these thoughts, everything that happened right now, it was too much for me to handle.

I tried to stand up slowly, everything around my was spinning. I could feel that my legs could barely hold me up. I felt like i was running out of air. My vision was getting blurry.
"Y/N look at me. Look at me." I heard Jacks voice fading, before i blacked out.

*Jack's Pov*

Y/N just fainted in my arms. What the hell? I don't know what to do. Shit.

Wait.

This is my chance. I could take her far away and we could live happily ever after.
Ugh. No. I can't. I need to see what's wrong with her and our baby, i want them both to be healthy.
They're mine. I love them.
I carried Y/N in my arms. I loved holding her, and having her here with me. It's where she belongs.
Shit. I need to take her to the hospital.

*Nate's Pov*

I was sitting in my car in Malibu taking in everything that had happened.
"Aagh!" I screamed and punched the steering wheel multiple times.
How could this happen? Why is this happening? We were good, we were happy. I can't, I don't want to see her face i don't want to remember her. I drove to the restaurant i needed to get something desperately.

...

I walked in and it was busy. I inhaled and exhaled deeply and tried to walk as calm as i could to the office.
"Hey Nate. How's Y/N doing with her pregnancy?" Nina came up and asked enthusiastically. Ugh. I wanted to break something right now.
"Shes fine." I simply said.
"Nate is everything alright? You don't look okay."
"Everything's fine Nina. I just need some space to think about stuff."
"Umm..okay."

I swiftly made my way to the office in the back of the restaurant. The second i got in I immediately went to the glass cabinets and grabbed the bottle of whiskey and a shot glass. I don't drink much. I've never gotten drunk but right now i need to take this pain away.
I took my first shot and punched the wall as hard as i could.

The door opened and i dropped the glass. Fuck. I leaned down and picked up the broken pieces. I threw them in the trash and grabbed another glass. I heard the door lock and I turned around. It was Violet.

"What do you want Violet?" I said showing my obvious annoyance.
"I'm sorry, its just i could tell something was wrong and i just wanted to check to see if you were okay" she said in the most innocent voice.
"I'm fine get out!"
"Nate you're not fine. You need to calm down."

I downed the shot of whiskey and Violet came closer to me.
"Here sit down Nate" she gently pushed me towards the chair and i sat. She leaned her body on the desk and looked at me with compassion. "Now tell me what's bugging you."

My nostrils were flaring and my breathing was uneven due to my fury. Violet played with her hair and moved her hips a little. I didn't want to remember. I wanted to forget. I wanted to forget what just happened. I wanted to forget everything. I wanted to erase the memory of meeting Y/N.
"Has anyone ever told you that you look so fucking hot when you're mad?" Violet said in a sexual tone.
I starred up at her and acted out of rage and impulse.

I forcefully grabbed onto Violets hips and pulled her down on me.
"Nate oh my gosh" i could tell she was surprised by my actions but she smiled at me. She's always wanted me so why not give her what she wants.
I crashed my lips into Violets and started making out with her hardcore. My hands were roaming around her hips and came up to undo the buttons on her blouse. I started kissing and sucking on her neck.
"Ah! Oh God baby yess."
"You've always wanted me haven't you Violet?" I said roughly.
"Oh so much Nate."
"Well then i guess it's your lucky day." She smiled widely and squealed. Ugh that sound was so annoying. I brought my hands up and starting massaging her breasts. She started grinding her hips on me hard.
"Mmhm doesn't this feel good baby?" She asked and started sucking on my neck running her hands under my shirt to feel my abs.

No it didn't feel good. I was getting no pleasure at all. I thought i would and i thought it would help me. Y/N cheated on me first. Cheating on her would make us even. It should feel good. It doesn't.

"Agh! What the fuck?!" I screamed. Violet had long ass nails and scratched my chest under my shirt.
"Ugh. Don't complain baby. I'll make you feel so good. You'll forget you ever met Y/N." She smirked and crashed her lips to mine again sloppily.
That's it. I cant take it. I pushed her off me and stood up walking out.

"Nate! Nate where are you going? You can't just leave me!"

I ignored her. I turned on my car and locked it before she could get it. Y/N deserves this. I know she does, my mind knows she does. But my heart doesn't let me. My heart only belongs to her and my heart is broken right now but it knows fucking some other bimbo isn't going to do anything.

I started driving, I don't know where i was going. But i needed to distract myself. I was making my way to the beach when my phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I answered.
"Hi is this Nate Garner?"
"Yeah who is this?"
"Well this is the emergency number left here last time at the Los Angeles Community Hospital for Y/N Y/L/N. She just checked in critical
condition-"

I couldn't take in anything else the lady on the phone said after. I dropped my phone and started speeding to the hospital. I feel like a fucking piece of shit. I was about to cheat on Y/N. No matter what she did i still love her.

I love her but i left her again.

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