The Two of Us❤️(Nate Garner Love Story)

Chapter 46

*Nate's Pov*

I was bench-pressing at the gym. I've been here for almost two hours now. Working out helps me get my mind off things for a while, but Y/N wasn't only in my mind...she was in my heart.
Its been over a week since i last saw
Y/N and i couldn't stop thinking of her, i've been such a wreck. She was my everything. But, she cheated on me and then she just decided to leave me. I couldn't find a way to understand her actions. It's my fault too. I'm so fucking stupid if i had just listened to her. Everything felt so fucked up. I lost her.
I'd give everything to have her in my arms again, for her to be having my baby.

I heard my phone in my gym bag ringing i sat up and reached down to get it.
"Hello?" I asked. There was nothing but silence on the other line.
"Hi how are you doing?" I heard a random voice faintly in the background. There was a bunch of rattling and then they hung up. "Mmh weird." I muttered to myself.

I've worked out enough for today
I got to my car and threw my gym bag in the back seat.
I got settled in the front seat when my phone rang again.

"Hello?" I asked.
"Um. I'm at the hospital...I lost my baby. I don't know what happened. Please come i need you."
"It's okay baby. I'm on my way. What hospital are you in?" I asked.
"Uh Sharp in central LA."
"I'll be there as fast as i can, don't worry." I said as i put my seatbelt on and turned on the car.
Her voice was shaky, i could tell she was crying and the only thing i wanted in the world right now was to be there with her, for her.
"Nate i'm sorry." She whimpered.
"Y/N, baby, it's okay i'm on my way. Don't worry. I love you."
"I love you too." She said weakly and we ended our call.

I decided to not force her to talk about anything else anymore, i know she wasn't in a good state and i didn't want to push her.
...

I got into the hospital and ran into a nurse.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" i panicked out of breath.
"It's fine" she said.
"Um my girlfriend her name is Y/N
Y/L/N. She's here could you please tell me what room she's in?"
"Of course, come over here." She walked me over to the front desk. "Um Y/N Y/L/N..." She muttered. "Oh I'm sorry, she was in room 225A but right now she might be getting ready for a D & C procedure."
My eyes widened.
"What's that?" I asked worriedly.

"It's a procedure done after a miscarriage to remove the baby and extra developed scar tissue...oh my i'm really sorry. You look fairly young though, you guys can still try for another baby. Miscarriages are common with young pregnancies during the first trimester."
"Thanks." I said and made my way to her room.

I got to the elevator and ran my hands through my hair. Y/N needs me right now, I need her.

Finally, the elevator got to the fourth floor, it said on the map the room was here. Shit. Which way was it?
"Hey, excuse me." I stopped a nurse. "Yeah i'm sorry um could you tell me which way room 225A is?" I asked.
"Yes, down this hall fourth door on the right." She said.
"Thank you so much."

I calmed my breathing as i walked towards her room. I needed to be strong for her. I looked in through the window on her door, it broke my heart to see her like this again.
I twisted the handle and walked in.

*Y/N's Pov*

"Nate." I said as he walked into the room. My heart started beating faster, my breathing got uneven, and i could feel the tears start coming down my face. He noticed my actions and walked towards me. "Nate i lost my baby." I ran my right hand over my stomach and Nate held my left hand tightly.
"Y/N it's okay, it's okay.-"
"No! Nate it's not okay! I never got to hold it in my arms, i never even got to know the gender." I sniffled.
"What happened?"

"I don't know. I don't remember, i think i fell down the stairs. I'm all bruised up." I looked up at him and he had an unreadable expression on his face. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry i called, i'm probably the last person you ever wanted to see but, i just...I needed you here. I know it wasn't even your baby. I'm sorry i fucked us all up. I swear I don't remember being with Jack at all. Please forgive me Nate. Please. I know you probably hate me but I never stopped loving you-"

"Y/N, Y/N, Y/N. Stop. I forgive you. It doesn't matter anymore. Y/N i never stopped loving you either. Nothing can ever make me stop loving you. I felt so stupid for not even giving you a chance and listen to you, i know you would have given me one."
"Nate i'm so stupid. I'm such a horrible person." I ran my hand through my hair and began crying hysterically. I just couldn't hold back the tears.
"No you're not baby. It's my fault-"
"No Nate. My baby. I regretted it, i blamed it for messing up my life, for messing up our relationship. And i wished at times it would disappear, and now that it's gone it's all my fault. It didn't deserve to die Nate, it was just an innocent creature."
"Y/N i know, it's not your fault and it's not the baby's fault. Things happen for a reason. In the future we can make a baby." 

"Y/N are you ready?" The doctor asked walking in.
I breathed in and out to calm myself down a little.
"Yes." I said.
"Alright, young man you can wait in the waiting room she'll be out in an hour but she probably wont wake up until tomorrow with the anesthesia."
"Um okay." Nate said and stood up.
Two other nurses came in started moving my bed to the surgery room.

All i could see was the bright light above me.
"Breath in slowly sweetheart." I heard.
I breathed in and slowly started fading away.

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A/N this book is coming to an end soon but i may or may not have a sequel in mind.😏😉