Chapter 36

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*Y/N's Pov*

I woke up and I was feeling really hot. I felt like i was being held back and i just wanted to move. I couldn't breathe. I need air.

Oh no. Please. Not again. I felt so nauseous and the liquid forming in my stomach  was making its way up my throat.
I got out of the tight grip and ran to the toilet. Everything i had inside i let out. Oh gross. I feel like shit. As i was throwing up i started crying and the headache i was getting wasn't helping my situation at all. It was making me feel ten times worse.

Nate came running in and wrapped a blanket around me. I just noticed i was naked. Fuck.
He started running his hand up and down my back. In my state it didn't feel good.
"Stop it! Get away from me!" I yelled and pushed him away. "Ugh you did this to me!"  I pointed to my stomach area and continued my crying.

*Nate's Pov*

I stood up and i was frozen in shock.
Y/N yelled and pushed me away acting all hysterical, i just wanted to help her.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry." She said sobbing and it was breaking my heart.
"No baby you don't have to apologize, it's not your fault." I said hoping she'd calm down.
"Stop. It is my fault." She rubbed rubbed her eyes in frustration. "My hormones are just all over the place i feel so shitty, i'm getting cramps, my head hurts. Nate when is this phase gonna be over?"
"I don't know babe, but it's not gonna last forever. Soon you're gonna have that glow all pregnant women get, and you'll be the most gorgeous pregnant woman in the world. We'll set up a nursery in the spare room when we find out the gender. And you'll hold our baby in your arms and feel a love like no other."

Y/N started tearing up and i held her in my arms. She's so fragile but i'll always be here when she needs me. I'll always do what i can to make her feel better. Her happiness is my happiness.

After about a minute of her crying on my shoulder she was able to calm down and steady her breathing.
"Im sorry i woke you up." She said.
"No. Don't even worry about it. I just want you to be okay." I said and she nodded. Y/N sniffled a little bit.
"I'm gonna take a shower" she said wiping her eyes and slowly standing up.
"Okay. I'll go make you some breakfast."
"Nate i'm not hungry." She said as she was turning on the shower.
"Then it'll be for the baby." I said giving Y/N a reassuring smile.
"Okay" she said. "Can you bring me a towel?"
"Of course."

As Y/N walked in the shower i went to the closet and got a towel for her when she's done. I set it on the rack and walked out to make her something.
I cut up some cantaloupe and added some honey. I didn't put cottage cheese cus i know it'll make her nauseous right now. 

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I was fixing up the table. I put a rose on the center of the table as a romantic detail and filled a glass 3/4 with some orange juice. I also got a blueberry yogurt and some granola.
It wasn't much, at least for me it didn't seem like much, but i knew it was just the right amount for Y/N.

I heard the bathroom door click and
Y/N walked out in her towel and walked towards the bedroom. I grabbed the rose and made my way to our room.

When i walked in Y/N was in her bra and panties looking at herself in the full body mirror. I went over and wrapped my arms around her waist and left little kisses on her neck, bringing the rose up to her chin.
"A beautiful rose for a beautiful girl."
"Mmhm you're the sweetest." She said with a smile. Oh that gorgeous smile.
"I love spoiling you." I said.
"I know you do."
Slowly her smile faded away.

Y/N was concentrated on her body and i couldn't help but notice something was bothering her.
"What's wrong babe?" 
Y/N ran her hand across her belly and half smiled.
"I'm still not showing." She said. I wrapped my arms over hers on her stomach and started rubbing her smooth perfect skin.
"You will soon. You'll wake up one day with a bigger baby bump. It happened to my mom with Benji. Just one day poof her stomach grew." I said kissing her cheek.
"You still don't tell me much about her."
"It hurts to remember." I closed my eyes and lowered my head. I loved my mom, i know she would've loved Y/N, and my dad would be better and Benji and Bella would be here.

Y/N turned around to face me and lifted my chin so she could look into my eyes.
"I know it hurts Nate. Loosing someone you love is like a piece of your heart left with them, but your mom would want you to remember all the laughs, the smiles, the beautiful moments you all had together."
"I know Y/N but...its just hard for me." I felt my eyes getting a little watery so i closed then and turned my face. I need to be strong.
I felt Y/N gently grab my face with both of her hands.
"Nate look at me." I did what she said. "It's okay to cry. You'll feel more relieved instead of just keeping everything inside. I'm here for you and i always will be. I love you Nate."

I grabbed Y/N into my tight embrace, but i was gentle making sure not to hurt her. Tears started coming out of my eyes and Y/N's hands ran through my hair and calmed me down.
"I miss her so much sometimes."
"We should go take her some flowers".

That was a good idea. I pulled away from Y/N and kissed her.
"I think she'd like that."

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*Y/N's Pov*

After finishing breakfast Nate and i made our way to to graveyard. His mom was buried on a hill by the beach. I decided to buy her some flowers. I picked out some pink and purple tulips. Nate said they were her favorite and they were my favorite too.

I placed the tulips on the vase next to her stone and there were some fresh one's there already.
Nate sat down and i decided to sit next to him too.

"Hi mom." He started. "This is my girlfriend Y/N. She makes me really happy. You always told me that when i fell in love it should be with someone who makes me feel like fireworks are exploding and someone who'd care about me and love me unconditionally...i found her."

Nate started getting teary, i took a hold of his hand and leaned my head on his shoulder. It hurt me seeing him this way. Broken. He's there for me when i'm broken and i'll ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS be here for him.

"Mom guess what? Y/N and i are gonna have a baby...You're gonna be a grandma. I know we're still so young but, it just happened. I promise we're gonna give our baby the best life. And, in the future, when we have more we're gonna tell them stories about you, and show them pictures so they can see how beautiful you were...Hopefully by the time we have more we'll be married though aha...I'm doing what i can to keep the restaurant going. I'll always work hard and make you proud. I love you mom." 

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A/N creds to @pinkypiethao for telling me Nates moms name was Laura

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