Rydellington Oneshots (Discontinued)

I Know You Got Away

Song: I Know You Got Away - R5

I really love this song and this is basically my theory on what the song is about but with Rydellington... Anyway, let's begin

I've seen you in my dreams, you turn men to gold and shatter their bones

I watched as she slipped in and out of the darkness. We were concealed in a small room, and she kept disappearing. This couldn't be real.

She came near me, kissing me with no warning and pulling me closer as she does so.

"I love you so much, Ellington." She says, pulling me closer and closer. And then she was gone. And I felt like I was suffocating.

As broken as we seem, oh, we give up our heart, a shot in the dark

I gave it all to her. Why did I let it happen? I continue to do it, even after she's gone. What am I giving it to? I'm blindly throwing something in a direction where there is nothing.

And I know that there's something about you, and the way that I want to. There's something about you I'm drawn to, but there's nothing I can do...

I don't know why I ever fell in love with you. You weren't ever really there. You were most definitely real, but you weren't ever planning to be there for the long run. But how am I supposed to stop myself? I couldn't.

I know you got away, I know you got away

You left without warning, and I'm not sure I'll be able to go on much longer.

All my time is consumed with your face

I'm either thinking of you, or imagining you. What am I to do?

I tell myself that this feeling will fade

I'll stop loving you eventually. Won't I? I have to. I won't be able to live with myself otherwise.

And I know, and I know, and I know that it won't

Deep down, I know I'll never get over you. But what's it worth if I don't at least try?

My nights begin to bleed, mirages of love, don't want to wake up

In my dreams, I see memories of us together. I imagine the affection that you never showed, pretending you were showing them all along. You never really did.

My days turn into weeks, oh, but searching your name is part of your game

I can't sleep. It goes from days without sleep, to weeks, during which I eventually pass out from exhaustion.

And the feeling of getting you closer is taking me under

I always wanted to become closer to you, but I never knew the consequence would be you going down. Will it be long before I go down too?

And the closer I'm getting to closure is making me wonder...

I feel like I'm getting closer to getting over my grief, but then I think about you. I wonder what happened. And then I just sink farther down than I was before.

I know you got away, I know you got away

I can't deny it anymore. What's to deny? You're gone, and there's no reason you shouldn't be.

All my time is consumed with your face, I tell myself that this feeling will fade

I have to get over you, and I most definitely will, because you are no longer here. What am I supposed to do?

And I know, and I know, and I know that it won't...

How am I to get over you when I can't even forget what it was like to be with you?

No, you're pulling me down yeah...

You were never really mine. And now I think in going under with you. Without you here, my life is a mess. Goodbye, Rydel.

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Until I said Rydel, who's POV did you read it in?