Staying With The Bad Boy For Two Months

Craving You : 15

A/N - Mk, so I am not a very huge fan of Shawn Mendes, as most people already know, but the song above made me cave in and shed tears like a monsoon. I have never really been touched by a song like this, and I can easily say that it is the best song he has ever written. Far better than stitches. Please, read this and play the song. Also, Avalon above. Enjoy! :))

" I keep craving, craving, you don't know it but it's true. Can't get my mouth to say the words they want to say to you. "

Avi's POV 

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 I lied back on my bed, reminiscently humming to Imagination by Shawn Mendes. Tears welled up in my eyes, my throat becoming too sore to hum anymore. All that took over was his voice, and it just made me tear out my earphones, trying as hard as I could not to cry. But I am unsure if anyone has ever felt the feeling, but it hurt. It stung upwards towards my nostrils and burned beneath my eyelids. Trying not to cry was a bitch, but trying not to break was another. It seemed like every other thing reminded me of Alec's stupid looking face. The simple color brown, which resembled his eyes. Cute quotes and every song that came on the radio, nowadays. The dip in a spoon which looked like his dimples..

I sat upwards, groaning miserably. This was impossible. Soon, my phone began to ring. I ached for it to be Alec, but it was my mother.

"Hello?" I answered calmly, taking a breath  to sound more happy to hear from her. 

"Avalon, my sweet baby, how are you?" She answered. The sound of the rolling tide in the background sounded like an alarm, signaling they had made it safely to the Bahamas. I hated them for leaving me. 

"Great, just great. How are you guys?" I asked, more or less ignoring her question directed towards me. I heard the squaws of gulls in the speaker. Oh, how I envied them and will continue to until the day I die. 

"This trip is magical, Avi. Better than anything I've ever witnessed! I wish you were here with us." My mother exclaimed. Yeah, better than the day I was born? Not surprised. I sighed.

"Yeah. Me too..Did you get me my t-shirt that I requested?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood. My mom gasped and screeched in the phone, slapping my father which I presumed is why he grunted.

"We just saw a dolphin jump mid-air! How exciting is that!" She cried aloud. I frowned, shaking my head. Almost as exciting as you ignoring my question, mom.

"Mom," I tried, yet she still gawked. "I have to go eat brunch. Love you lots." I smiled against the phone, trying to act cool even though talking to her when all she did was brag got kind of tiresome. 

"Right, right. Well we are going to go eat dinner! Hopefully some yummy lobster and,"

"Bye mom." I answered coldly, hanging up the phone. Hopefully some yummy lobster and maybe a big platter of rich people food that I don't even have the money to afford! I mocked sourly, rolling my eyes. I tossed my bedroom door open and frolicked down the hall, being stopped as soon as Alec's did the same. I quickly flatted myself against the wall and held my breath as soon as I saw him..ohmygod. Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! I tried everything to refrain myself from screaming. Alec stepped out, completely shirtless with a towel hanging loosely from his waist and his hair a wet, ruffly mess. 

"Mom! Where the hell is my shampoo?" He shouted. Oh shit! I forgot that I accidentally borrowed it. I mentally cursed myself for ever even thinking he wouldn't get pissed. 

"I don't know, honey! Try under your sink!" Olivia yelled from the bottom of the stairs. Alec whispered slurred curses and began to turn around. Bye, bye, Avalon. Hope death suits you! Alec faced me, giving me a pointed look and crossing his arms over his chest. I look like a flattened lizard against the wall.