The Temptation || on hiatus

Chapter Eighteen; Flashbacks

Me and Jason decided to watch a movie but it soon got boring. So I allowed Jason to play xbox while I quietly watched. I pulled out my phone and decided to text Ashley. I haven't talked to her in a while so I texted her until she had to go. It turns out she was visiting her grandparents in California. Has it really been that long since we've talked? I noticed Jason paused his game and sat up, about to reposition himself.

Before he did, he peeled his shirt off. He smirked at me. "I like to get comfortable." I rolled my eyes. He crawled near me and spread my legs. I smacked his hand. "What do you think you're doing?" "Not what you think." He chuckled. He spread my legs again and sat in between them. He slid down a little bit and leaned his head on my chest/stomach area. I smiled down at him. I slowly ran my fingers in his hair making him relax even more in my arms. He continued playing his game as I tangled my fingers in his soft light brown hair.

When the game he was playing was over, he looked up at me. I giggled and kissed his nose, him scrunching it in response. "You're adorable." I said. "But you're gorgeous." He smiled. I hid my face in his shoulder from me blushing. "Don't hide your beautiful face from me babe." He turned to look at me. His piercing brown eyes looking into mine. His lips met mine and they moved perfectly in sync. His hand held my cheek as our lips melted with each others. He pressed his lips to mine, and it started out as a soft kiss that lingered.

Then it was like something in me switched. I was kissing him deeply and hugging him close. My emotions were like fireworks. No, this is perfect. This is how it's supposed to be. Jason put his hands on my lower back and pressed me closer, I never wanted this to end. His hand held onto my sweatpants wanting to take them off. He pulled them off in a hurry. His hands trailed up my thighs and I felt frightened as memories flooded into my mind.

'Luke walked around the chair I was tied to and the long dagger he held traced my jawline. "Jason has a nice girl. It's a shame she's gonna die soon." He smirked. "Mike! Keep an eye on her while I keep look out. She's feisty, might as well teach her a lesson." He winked. The guy he was talking to, who I assumed was Mike walked towards me with a devilish smirk plastered on his face. He stood behind me and moved my hair to one side and placed sloppy kisses on my shoulder and neck. "Stop." I mumbled.

He ignored me and continued his actions. His hands went down my sides and massaged my hip roughly. He walked around so he was in front of me. He pulled out a pocket knife and cut my shorts ripping them off. He placed lazy wet kisses on my lips, forcing his tongue down my throat. He pulled away and his hand went up my thighs. His finger slid into my panties to my sex. "Stop!" I shouted. "Shut the fuck up!" "I said stop! Stop!" I screamed as I kicked him where guys shouldn't be kicked. He bent down and groaned. "What the hell is going on?!" Luke shouted bursting into the room. He saw Mike laying down on the floor and glared at me. That's when he walked towards me and I felt the heat in my side growing quickly and painfully as he stuck the metal blade of the dagger into my insides.'

I snapped into reality and realized I was shouting at Jason to 'stop' and tears were violently streaming down my face. "Baby shhh. Calm down." He said wiping the tears off of my face. He had a look of worry on his face and his eyes were scared. "I-I'm not ready. I can't do it!" I sobbed. He held me in his arms and cradled me calming me down. He had a furious look on his face. I never mentioned to him that Luke and his gang did things to me. But I think he figured it out for himself.

After ten to twenty minutes of me resting in his arms, he finally spoke; breaking the silence. "How come you never told me they touched you?" He sternly asked. I shrugged. "I didn't need you causing anymore danger." "It doesn't matter Scarlett. You should've told me instead of hiding it from me for almost two months." He sounded offended. "Jason I'm sorry but..." "Do you not trust me or something?" "What no, I mean yeah. Of course I trust you. But I didn't need anything else happening to you. I thought you shouldn't hear anymore than you should have." I said. He sighed. "I'm sorry Jase." I said quietly.

"Whatever, it's fine." He said flatly. I exhaled. Everything isn't fine. Nothing is. I pulled the covers over me and laid on my side so my back faced Jason. I plugged in my earphones and listened to music hopefully trying to forget about all of this.