I Only Care About You (Michael Carrick) -COMPLETED-

Chapter 54

The doctor approached the door. I watched the handle move downwards on the outside as he pushed open the door.

"Alice?" My head shot up and I met eyes with the doctor

"Um, yes?" I said awkwardly

"Mr Carrick has requested to see you" he said

"Okay" he stepped aside and let me walk in. He closed the door behind him so it was just Michael and I in the room. I stood by the door. My head facing the white tiled floor and I has playing with my hands.

"Where's Jacey?" His voice sounded so different. It was deeper and really croaky. He still had his Geordie accent though.

"He's staying with Cristiano, there was only one plane ticket" I answered , still stood in the corner by the door

"Plane ticket?" He asked

"Yeah, I thought it would be nice for Cristiano to see Jacey so I flew us both out there. Wayne rung me and I found out what happened and flew back that night" I explained, stuffing my hands in my pockets

"You flew back? Why?"

I swallowed and forced myself to look at him.

"Because...because when I stormed off...that was a mistake. I shouldn't have done it. It was out of order and now this has happened and-" I couldn't go on any longer. I threw my head into my hands and cried my eyes out. Basically I cried out all the emotions I had stored up inside me for the past 3 days, and let me tell you, that's a lot.

"Hey, come here" his voice was less croaky now. I slowly walked over to him and perched on the side of the bed, "please don't cry, I hate it when you cry" he whispered. A tiny sad smile formed on both our faces. That was what he said whenever I cried.

"I know, but this is all my fault" I mumbled

"No it's not. I love you, Alice. And when you left that night. I died inside. I felt like my heart had stopped beating and there was nothing worth living for anymore. I couldn't face the fact that you were gone, waking up without you in the morning. Not having anyone beside my at night. Just you not even talking to me and the fact of knowing that you hate me made me do what I did. Not you..."

"But I don't hate you! I love you" my voice broke at the end and ,more tears came down my face.

"You do?" He sniffed and took my hand in his. I just nodded. No words could come out my mouth. I tried to speak but I just...couldn't.

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