That moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are.
"are you happy?" is such a difficult question. I always say yes, because I have friends. I laugh at jokes, I go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and I don't have terrible problems. it could be worse.
but then, one night at 3AM when I'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about everything. I find myself crying my heart out suddenly I convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible and I question everything I had
and I don't know if I was ever happy at all.
He might make her cry, but nobody can make her smile like he does. He might make her mad, but nobody can make her laugh like he does. He might stress her out, but nobody makes her happier than he does. Although it may feel like the right thing to do to leave him, she just feels so wrong without him because nothing makes sense, nothing feels the way it's supposed to, nothing feels right. But with him, it's just something she can't explain. Although it may feel like hell when they argue, when they're getting along, it feels perfect...
