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I'm sorry I can't tell you how I really feel

I'm sorry I can't give you what you want

I'm sorry I annoy you

I'm sorry for the fact that talking to you and seeing you is what gets me out of bed

I'm sorry I failed at loving you

I'm sorry for not trying my hardest

I'm sorry I wasted your time

I'm just sorry.

I say I'm sorry a lot....

I get that like, I say I'm sorry a lot and a lot of people don't understand. They actually think that I'm not sorry for the things I say I'm sorry for. But I actually really I am. It's just my anxiety guys! I need to say sorry for everything. Like can you stop getting mad at me for saying 'I'm sorry' a million times, I actually really fucking have too!

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm not the right size
I'm sorry I don't like how I look
I'm sorry I want more attention
I'm sorry I'm bad at talking
I'm sorry I am needy
I'm sorry I'm not always smiling
I'm sorry I'm not very pretty
I'm sorry I look sad
I'm sorry I don't laugh as much anymore
I'm sorry I try too hard
I'm sorry my jokes aren't funny
I'm sorry I always lie when you ask if I'm okay
I'm just scared you'll think I'm not worth it and stop caring
I'm sorry I need you more than you need me
I've never been needed before
I just want to feel like someone wants me
I'm sorry
I'm really genuinely sorry.
I never wanted to drag be a burden
I only wanted to feel one shred of happiness that seems to come so easily to you
I'd leave you alone, but I feel like I already do
You never notice me anyway
I speak but you never care when I do
I'm sorry I ask you to tell me I'm good at things
I've never been praised before
I've never been told I'm good enough
Only that I should try harder
I'm sorry I can't lift you up
I can barely hold myself



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