Who needs sleep when you can lie awake at 2am with tears streaming down your face in the quiet and dark feeling completely and utterly alone.
Sometimes I think that I'll be alone forever. I only have ever loved one person like that, but he doesn't see things my way. He basically holds me in the palm of his hand and that he wouldn't have to lift a finger in order to have me whole. I loved him, but do you think he really loved me back, Everyone says that you'll find someone "some day" but what if that days too late... Or I missed it and my chance is gone. I don't know if I want to be happy but I do want not feel alone for once.
