"And I find it kinda funny. I find it kinda sad. The dreams in which I'm dying. Are the best I've ever had"
The worst thing about having anxiety and depression is that the two are complete opposites of each other.
Anxiety makes you over-analyze everything, it makes you unable to sleep, unable to sit still because your heart is beating so fast and your brain is thinking so much. It causes physical discomfort; tummy aches, muscle tension, rubbing/ scratching yourself so much that you bleed.
Depression, on the other hand makes you feel heavy and exhausted. It makes you incapable of moving for days.
So when you have both, and you get all these contrasting symptoms, your body gets pretty fucked up.
