my eyes are burning,
my heart is hurting,
and i just cant handle this pain
my head is spinning,
my hands are shaking,
and its getting harder to breathe.
i'm up really late,
and no ones around
it may be quiet,
but its the type of silence that screams
its so loud in here,
i have to cover my ears,
and tell myself things will get better.
but right now all there is left to do,
is lay here with my pillow
drenched in tears
close my eyes,
and dream about
the day that ill finally be okay
-everything hurts more at 3am
