Remember for me

Chapter thirty two:

"He cheated on you with your sister?" All four of Meredith's kids yelled at the exact same time, In the exact same shocked tone, causing Meredith to laugh.

"Yup. Full on lip lock. The shrink at the bar was one thing but my baby sister was another" Meredith stated.

"I couldn't imagine my sisters doing that to me" Lexie was astounded at Marks actions.

"Mark is gross, I wouldn't want to do something like that" Ellie wrinkled her nose in disgust as Zola laughed.

"Besides Lex, Mark only has eyes for you"

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Meredith's POV:

"He cheated on me with my damn sister! How was I supposed to react?" I was ranting about Mark to Christina, who was home with baby PJ.

It was three days since his birth, and three days since I'd seen Mark. Truthfully, I didn't want to see him. Ever again. Even when the baby came, I wouldn't want to see him or his stupid cheating face. Too bad I'd have to see him in a few hours, at the twenty eight week appointment.

"My baby sister! She's a kid she doesn't know any better! He probably tricked her or seduced her or some evil mind woo woo" I yelled in anger.

"Meredith, I love you but shut the hell up. Or be quiet. You're going to wake my off spring and then I'll have to kill you. He is an extremely difficult child to put to sleep" Christina rubbed her temples. She was dead serious too, she would probably take me out with a pacifier or something.

PJ barely every slept, and when he did it was only for an hour or two. He didn't cry, he just didn't sleep. Which meant Christina constantly had to watch him, or he'd cry because something was wrong.

"I swear, your child is an insomniac" I mutter.

"Every time it's Burkes time to watch him, he sleeps though. Sometimes an hour or more. He hates me,I know it" Christina muttered angrily. She was beyond tired, and it had only been three days.

"He's three days old, he doesn't know how to hate you yet" I say, annoyed.

"But he's smart, obviously he got that from me. So he can like sense when it's me or something. And when he knows its me his little head thinks 'oh it's Mommy. Let's stay up and cry because we're bored'" Christina sighed.

"Christina it'll get easier. Don't worry" I say, trying to be a good person "it always does from what I hear. You get used to it and you just kinda know what to do" I shrug.

"Easy for you to say!" she exclaimed "your bun is in the oven for another ten weeks or so. You have time to figure stuff out. My bun decided to come out almost four weeks early"

I laughed "he was just excited to meet his Mama and Daddy"

"I love him, Meredith. I do. He's my baby, I carried his fat bowling ball head, which hurt like a bitch to push out by the way, for thirty six weeks. I felt his painful little kicks. I kept him alive for thirty six whole weeks. And he isn't returning me the favour" Christina told me.

"How could a little baby return the favour of life?" I ask "life isn't even a favour, it's just something you have or you don't"

"Potato, potatoe" Christina brushed it off "and yes you can return the favour of life, Meredith" Christina said dead seriously.

"How Christina! How could you return something that huge?"

"A few measly hours of sleep" she sighed, defeated that the baby had just started to cry. The baby monitor was practically shaking from the loud noise.

"Wait a second, sometimes he falls asleep if I don't go in" Christina murmurs.

After a minute or two, it was clear little PJ wasn't going to stop wailing. He was going strong, so strong it was very clear that his lungs had nothing wrong with them.

"I cam get him" I offered, standing up. "He's probably just gassy, I'll burp him and give him a paci. He should be okay" I say.

"Thank you so so much Meredith. This means the world to me" Christina thanked me like I'd just saved her life.

As I walked down the hallway to meet the screeching little baby, I realized I didn't feel my own little one kick.

Rubbing my belly I sighed "that's right little one" I whisper "get some sleep"

a/n- agh this chapter was kinda boring. But the next one will have you so sad I can't even describe. Y'all probs know what's gonna happen. Oh well it'll still be a surprise.

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~ Daisy