Remember for me

Chapter four:

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"Aunt Christina sounds like a riot" Bailey chuckled "McDreamy...that's a classic"

"Well I suppose that makes you McDreamy Junior then, doesn't it?" Ellis smirks as she looks at Bailey.

"You do look like Dad" Lexie agreed, as her brother scowled.

"Sofia got herself a McDreamy junior" Ellie was always bugging her big brother about his girlfriend. Kids never really grow up when they've got siblings.

"El I'm hot. I take no freaking shame in being McDreamy junior if it means I get to love someone like Sofia" Bailey smiled.

Meredith was in awe. Bailey spoke of Sofia like she hung the stars in the sky, hell, he spoke of her like she was the stars in the sky.

"Ew. That's just...ew" Ellie stated as she stuck her tongue out.

"I think it's so cute that my baby bro is so into Sofia" Zola cooed as she pinched Baileys cheek.

"She makes me a better me" Bailey stated simply, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

Baileys words were very true. Meredith remembered when he had his secret little crush on her. He was always getting into trouble, he was late for work and was drunk every two days. He came home at least once a week with a black eye from a bar fight and he started to just...not care. But when Sofia said that she loved him, when she put him back together with those two little words, he turned into a whole new person. He was nicer and kinder and softer spoken.

"Shut up about Baileys love life and let mom continue her story!" Lexie sighed.

Meredith laughed, before starting up her story again.

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Meredith's POV:

I knew dating Derek was a risk, but it was a risk I was gladly willing to take. He was handsome, and kind and smart. He made me feel special, like I was the only woman in the world.

I knew I couldn't let anyone else find out about me and Derek. The last thing I need is to be labeled as the slutty little intern who was hooking up with her boss.

I didn't tell Izzie or George. Or Alex. Christina was the only one who knew, and I really wanted to keep it that way.

The stolen kisses and secret texts and conversations were such a rush, it felt like I'd been breathing water and knowing Derek was what it felt like to finally breathe air. I knew I was gone from our first date, but I had no clue I'd ever be this far gone.

Who cared about first dates and first impressions, who cared about all the Daddy issues and Mommy issues and all those trust issues I'd worked so hard to overcome. Because I was done, completely done with dating. I was nearly certain Derek Shepard was who I was going to spend the rest of my life with.

Even though it had only been two months, I was so far gone I couldn't see the ground. Every touch sent sizzles up my spine and every laugh made my heart melt. I had no willpower when it came to Derek, and I honestly doubted I ever would.

He's just so perfect.

Eventually, Izzie and George found out. They were mad, furious, at me for not including them in it. They didn't know why I'd tell Christina and not them. But they finally forgave me and just asked me to please stop keeping such big secrets.

I thought since the thrill of sneaking around was gone, I wouldn't feel so happy and attracted and amazed by Derek. But I was wrong. If anything, I was just falling harder and harder, deeper into the pit that was the soft blue of his eyes.

We were perfect, a match made in heaven. I honestly didn't think anything had ever felt so right in my entire life. I didn't think anything would ever feel this right again.

But even though he was perfect, even perfect people have their flaws.

His flaw came walking into the lobby of the hospital, decked out in high heels and red lipstick.

I had no clue what was going on, or why such a gorgeous lady that I had never laid eyes on before was suddenly walking straight up to Derek and I.

I could feel Derek tense beside me, his hand gripped mine tighter and his breathing was quicker. I had no clue why he was so..annoyed at seeing this woman.

"Hello" she smiled, her voice was smooth as butter "you must be Meredith, the intern that's been sleeping with my husband"

Husband?

HUSBAND?!?!

Husband?!?!

husband...

"Addison, don't" Derek's voice was lined with venom as he gritted his teeth together.

"You're married?" I say, yanking my hand away from his like it was on fire. He was married, he had a wife.

I was the mistress.

"Meredith-" I cut him off, not wanting to hear anything he had to say. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him.

"Don't Derek. Just don't" I walked away swiftly as hot tears began to pour down my face.

The entire drive home, I could only think one thought.

How could he?

A/n- so so sorry I haven't updated in eight days! No ones been reading this story much but I guess more people would if I actually updated! I'll do my best to update every Sunday or Monday. Thanks for reading and please comment and vote!!

~Daisy