Pain's Worth IT

Chapter 44- Somebody to Lean On

°Chapter 44- Somebody to Lean On°

°°Q's POV°°

°°Pain's Worth It°°

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The day was young, but this argument was getting old. We've literally been bickering for three days now since we left that restaurant. Every time I try to walk away, she brings up Midnight.

"Man, I don't care. That's your opinion so why argue?" I shrugged as I tried to watch Family Feud.

She started to snake her neck around making all these expressions at once. "Why argue? You were too close to her to begin with. Your hand was under the table majority of the time. You think I'm stupid?"

I put the remote down "Everybody was eating, so if my arm was on the table then I would have taken away her space".

"Fuck her space! What the fuck has she done for you?"

"Ah" I said slightly "She has done a lot".

She scoffed "Like what? Having your babies? Anyone can have your babies"

I smiled and shook my head "No they can't"

"Yes they can. Pregnancy ain't nothing!"

I slouched on the couch "I'm telling you. You won't even get pregnant with my kids. Just saying"

"Why not?" She crossed her arms under her breasts.

"Cause you're not Midnight. I know you heard me at the restaurant, I'm done. Midnight's the only woman that will ever carry children belonging to me"

She picked up a vase and threw it my direction. I hit it downward and it smashed to pieces on the ground.

"Get the fuck out my house!" She started to throw random things at me as I got up and walked away.

I shrugged as I walked down the hall and into the bedroom. I grabbed my phone and keys then went to the kitchen. She kept strolling behind me with her loud voice.

"I should have never given you the time of day... You're just a piece of shit and if you want Midnight, go on."

I poured some water into a glass without paying her any mind.

"I'm giving you a place to stay and food to eat yet you still can't keep your dick in your pants. Am I not good enough?"

As I was drinking the water, I thought about what she was saying and had to hit her with the facts.

"You started that whole bullshit ass rumor talking about I used Midnight for sex. She's the mother of my kids and I over love her ass man. Like c'mon, you're a stripper! What nigga is going to take a stripper seriously? Midnight wasn't popping pussy at the strip clubs and giving head to a nigga for free cause he got money." I shook my head.

She looked at me in shock "What?"

I shooed her off "Naw, let's be real. You approached me with that fake ass accent of yours talking about you got some for me. All I know was that I was getting thrown to the wall and my pants was gone. You can't lie".

She shook her head "You're fucking pathetic. You're disquisting!"

"Why? What I did that showed you I was disquisting? You the one sucking niggas off for a dollar"

She shouted with fury. "Get the fuck out my house! I'm tired of your constant bullshit!"

"Its the truth" I chuckled a bit.

She nodded "Yea and now you gonna have to go get a hotel at 12 in the morning for punching the boss up in this bitch".

I laughed knowing that without my help, she couldn't afford this condo. I shrugged again as I poured out my water.

"Yea, shrug you fucking idiot. Don't come back when you realize what you leaving. Dumb ass!"

I walked pass her and went to the front door. Just to piss her off, I went back to watch a little more TV.

She walked in the living room and unplugged it.

I raised my brow "Technically, this is my place. Shit is under my name so yeah... Fuck out my face".

"This why I can't stand y'all fuck niggas!" She shouted and snapped.

I shrugged "All you did was fuck Niggas and I helped your ass learn to stay on the pole instead of the private sections".

She shook her hands as she walked away. "I'm done... I'm done."

Since I already had my keys and my phone, I headed out. I drove to the nearest joint and had a few drinks here and there. I looked around looking for someone to take home with me tonight, but I felt unjust.

As I was trying to get this girl to go with me, I had a sudden change in mind. My mind shifted so quickly because of the drink that she ordered. Instantly, my mind shifted to the one person, other than family, that I love the most.

"I'm sorry... Have a nice night"

I began to walk away and she retorted "What a loser!"

I got in my car and drove. It was an hour and a half drive. Maybe it seemed that way because I was a bit tipsy.

I looked at my phone when I arrived and it was pretty late. I sat in the car for a few more minutes until I had the courage to go and ring that bell.

I paced back and forth then finally rung the bell. I rung it continuously until I got an answer.

"Who is it?"

I cleared my throat "Its Qua' sean. Can I come in?"

It went straight to the dial tone. I stood in shock and began to walk away until I heard the gate squeak open.

She stood there with a blanket and a confused expression. "Yes, how may I help you?"

I shrugged "I know that it's inconvenient that I'm here, but can I come in so we can hash things out?"

"Why do you feel the need to hash things out?" She tilted her head to the left in like a 30 degree angle.

I begged "Please let me come in. I have no wrong intentions. I just know that you're one of the people I always spoke to when I didn't know what to do. Please..."

She sighed "Come on in you big old baby"

I stood and waited for her to lock the gate and we walked to the house. I missed it.

All of it, but right now I really need someone to lean on. I'm glad that she isn't stubborn or selfish. Thank God for her.