Pain's Worth IT

Chapter 50- Nothing's Changed... Except...

Chapter 50- Nothing's Changed... Except...

Pain's Worth It.
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Middy Point Of View.
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Just a couple months ago I gave birth to fraternal twins, Imani and Kimani. Imani is my red toned little girl and of course Kimani is my baby boy who comes off sort of Latino.

At the hospital, Q and I were having little romantic moments, but I didn't trust in them because I have no trust in him. He and Monica or whatever her name is are on again.

I have no reaction to his ways. It's as if I knew this was going to happen, so my heart formed a barricade to prevent anything from breaking it down.

I can almost feel my heart becoming cold again and it makes me shiver. I shake it off cause I can't shift the things that are occurring. All that matters is that he is in his children's lives.

"Qua' sean..." I sat down waiting for an answer.

He popped up out of the kitchen "Yes... Yes" he stopped in front of me with his arms swinging.

"Can you get me more soup?" I fluttered my eyes.

He sighed with his eyes shut "Do I have a choice?"

I shook my head and he went back into the kitchen. Right now, I was sick with a cold and I don't want to get my babies sick so Q is staying over til I feel better. Since he got back with his girl, he packed his bags and left, but now he has to stay here for a bit.

Sometimes he walks around the house half naked when he knows that all the kids are asleep. Its just so tempting and lustful, but I resisted the seduction.

Because all the kids were asleep right now, he was walking aimlessly around the house with his polo boxer briefs on. Every time he walks by I can't stop looking, but it's not mines to touch.

"Here's your soup and this time... I got you the crackers so I won't have to stop what I'm doing." He handed me the bowl of soup and looked down at me.

I nodded and started to dip crackers in the soup. He stood their with his brow raised and furrowed.

"So, no 'thank you Qua' sean'?" He attempted to imitate my voice "None of that?"

I put my bowl of soup down and picked up a tissue from the Kleenex box to wipe the leakage from my nose.

"Thank you..." I sneezed "Q".

"God Bless you and you're welcome." He pulled his briefs down and walked out the living room.

About thirty minutes passed and I was bored. He never came back out the garage which was linked to the kitchen. I took my empty soup bowl and placed it in the sink as I walked towards the door that lead to the garage.

I slowly opened the door and no light peeked through because both the garage and kitchen lights were turned off.

I went down the four steps, clutching my tissues tightly in my pocket then was startled when I saw Q in his car. I watched carefully and saw that he was jacking off. The light shined brightly on his light face and he looked a bit exhausted.

I laughed. Being me, I decided to give him a quick heart attack. I got on all fours slowly and crawled towards the car.

I banged on the door then scooted under the car.

The car moved a bit "What the fu
..." The door opened and he stepped out. He checked around then muttered something.

I rolled out from the other side as he was about to go back in. Before he sat I banged on the other side.