Pain's Worth IT

Chapter 47- Take Me Away

Pain's Worth It

★Middy POV★

chapter 47- Take Me Away
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I've been so stressed out lately and it's not easy to hide this pain away from my kids, friends and especially Qua' Sean since he's basically staying at my place. He'll go to Monique some times during the week, but spend majority of his time here.

He stopped trying to creep up on me, which is actually relieving. He also has stopped trying to make this relationship work. Finally, he understands where I'm coming from.

"Qua' sean, can you please change your boy's diaper. He did a dookie" I fanned the bad smelling air around my nose.

He got up and took Quayon to the bathroom. I have baby wipes in every bathroom and maybe ten diapers because I do get lazy and don't want to walk up the stairs for two sheets of paper and a booty cloth.

I put my face mask back on as I began to dust the ceiling fan and the shelves.

Quayon came running to my feet as I began to vacuum. Q walked out after him, saying "You need to put your undies on player."

He smiled as he used me as a shield. "No!"

Q laughed "Quay, put it on so we can go out for ice cream" he stood there fanning the diaper.

Lyric walked down the steps "Daddy, I ready for Ice cream".

Quay got excited and started to repeatedly shout, "I cre! I cre!" He ran to his dad which looked more so like a frog leaping.

He put on the diapers and picked him up. He took Lyric's hand and started to walk towards the door.

I was just staring at him until he said something to me. "We're going to Häägen Dazs... Do you want anything other than vanilla in a waffle cone?"

"If you went to Ben and Jerry's, Yea, but no thanks." He nodded and headed out.

I continued to clean this big ass house, then took a seat because my feet was a bit swelled up.

I kicked my feet on the couch, then kicked my legs in frustration since someone was calling the house phone.

"One second of peace, not possible" I got up slowly and went over to get the phone.

"Good Afternoon. May I speak to Mr. Walters?" This woman had an attitude transpiring in her tone.

I looked at the phone with a crooked face. "He isn't here at the moment? Would you like to leave a message?"

She clicked her tongue "Yes, indeed. Tell him to come home by seven today."

I pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear. "He has a phone Monique. Don't call my phone about this bullshit"

"You're the one who's still fucking a man in a relationship. When will you ever learn?!" She shouted.

I sighed while shutting my eyes "For your information, I'm not involved with Q in the way you're thinking... He just wants to be closer to his kids. Not my decision".

"Well, you sure have decided to remain the side chick. Just know that you'll never be considered as his "wifey", cause you're proving to me that Dove was right about you. You're nothing, but a hoe."

My leg started to tremble. "But aren't you a stripper? You were his side piece while he and I were together, remember? You suck his dick from time to time to remain at that condo you're living in? He tells me everything."