Pain's Worth IT

€hapter 1° ~ Glimpses

€hapter 1° ~ Future, Present, Past.

°° Pain's Worth IT °°

(Chapters with no POV are Midnight's other than that... enjoy)

Finally, I'm back home and I can spend the rest of the holiday with them, since I missed Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's Eve, but at least I get to spend the rest of the New year with my family.

When I walked in the house I placed the bags of gifts that I brought on the living room ground and walked into the kitchen. I saw my mom and Toni and I just felt a bad vibe.

I knew who could get my feelings up and make my day just right, but I didn't want to disrupt her while she played with her cousins and siblings.

I tried talking to Toni but she just gave me her back and that's how I knew I had to get going. I took a shower to calm my nerves since my anger builds up quickly and I got dressed.

I put on a white peplum dress , purple leather jacket , and white platform pumps.

While I was heading out the door with the purse in my hand, I got stopped by my mom and was astonished to find all the Walters, excluding Dove, in my kitchen. His mom, his dad, Rochelle, and his younger brother Taylor.

"Where you be going?" She said squinting her eyes.

"Out since y'all don't want me in my own home" no expression escaped my countenance.

With that I walked towards the door.

Q caught up to me "Let me come with you"

I shrugged and he gave me an envelope and told me not to open it until I was told to.

... What's going on here?

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Present Day....

I was waiting on Toni to get me from the Airport... I just attended a Fashion Show in New York and it was amazing and it was mines.

I am so glad that after a whole year and six months after the abortion, I was able to get back on track. Well, once I was done with that abortion, two months later I was making big business deals.

I opened five shops, fashion boutiques, in Vegas, Chicago, New York, Atlanta and of course Miami, I'll soon be opening one in L.A; 'BODY'. You know what that means? FASHION SHOW!

I really didn't have to be continuing my illegal business, but I love it and my workers love it, so I still be making product while my Jamaicans and Cubans restocking for me. I love my people, so I won't let them down.

The abortion gave me a new perspective at life... it gave me something to think of although people hated me for it such as my mom, my sister and everyone else.

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I walked into the abortion clinic with Blu and Tenion by my side. My belly was turning as if I shouldn't go through with the operation.

I signed in and waited in the waiting room to be called. I felt so nervous and suddenly I started to shiver.

"You don't look so good boo" Gema said.

"I don't feel good. I feel dead" I rocked back and forth as I held the bottom of my stomach.

"Just because Qua' sean did you wrong, doesn't mean your child will do you wrong. Let's leave" Tenion rubbed my arm as she stated her opinion strictly.

I rolled my eyes as I grunted "That doesn't matter. I don't give a flying fuck. I'm going through with it even if it kills me"

"You are so stubborn"