The Big Bad Wolf's Pup

Ch.4

(Gavin's POV)

      One word. Hell. That's what I was feeling in the inside. Everything in my wolf was telling me to go to her and finish what we started in that kitchen. But then the human part kicked in and cause the inner turmoil. When I first saw her, in her gorgeous wolf form, I was stunned. I immediately went to her and then she tried to run. I had begun to chase her but Peter had found me and had give me no choice but to go with the group.

     When the beach idea had been brought up I tried to stay as close to her without being in her sight as much I could. Then she came inside in that bikini. My wolf took over and got complete control.

     Thank goddess her human overpowered her wolf when mine did not, otherwise we may have been already mated by now.

     I ran out of the kitchen when I realized what I had done and regret sunk in. I shouldn't have done that neither should I have ran away. That was a cowards move and I was next in line to be Alpha. I went into the water and tried to act normal. Nobody seemed to notice but that didn't mean much. When she came back outside and laid on her towel, my wolf whined. We both knee she was upset. I walked slowly to her towel and my heart twisted when she didn't even open her eyes.

     "Thank you." I whispered.

     Her eyes snapped open and she sat up.

     "What?"

     "I said thank you. My wolf could've gotten out of hand and I wouldn't have realized it until it was too late."

     "That's it? You kissed me and then completely left me. Do you know what that does to the mate bond Mr. Soon-to-be-Alpha?"

     "Don't you think I felt it too Katie? I'm sorry ok! But do you know how much it took to walk away from you? My wolf was screaming at me the whole way." I whisper yelled at her.

     "Then why did you do it?"

     Her heartbroken whisper was torture.

     "It not right for us. Not yet at least. I think we need to get through this summer and then see where this goes. And I don't think we should tell the rest of the group ok? Let's just go back to being friends just like the others."

     "Kat."

     "What?"

    "My friends call me Kat."

     She walked inside and I sat with my knees bent, and my arms resting on them. I let my body slump and thought about what was to come. I only hoped I could make it through the summer.