*Nika's POV*
It been two days since we dropped Trinity bestfriend. Turns out the bitch name was Marshae and she was a GBE bitch. They aint really opps but fuck that bitch.
I was laying in Durk big ass bed cause he never here to lay in it. I was here alone cause Nana went somewhere with Herb. They irritating tryna be a couple and shit.
I was on Instagram and spotted Trinity video of her and Marshae and this long ass book the bitch wrote about her. She'll learn how to keep her mouth shut when her people start droppin like flies. Im ready for whatever.
Although I want this bitch out my life for good, I did feel for her a little bit for killing off her bestfriend. Cause I love my bestfriend to death and i'll die too if anybody kill her, straight out.
I was just chilling, bored as hell. I was thinking bout inviting Chris over but I wouldn't take that risk, cause Durk would beat both our ass if he caught us in here alone.
I wanted to ask if I could come to his house but that's too much for me right now. Don't wanna be pushing up on him like that cause we ain't been talking too long and .. you know...
I decided to get in the shower and shit. When I finished, I put on some Miss Me shorts, a neon Nike jacket and my Pro Volt foam posites. I flat ironed my hair and put on a black Nike headband. I was feeling myself like always. I didnt have no damn where to go.
I texted Nana and asked where her and Herb was. She said they was at the mall so I decided to call Chris to see if he wanted to go to the mall. Might as well, I aint seen Herb since he got out the hospital.
Chris said he was on his way so I just sat on Durk couch and chilled and waited.
As much as I didn't want to admit it, my heart went out Trinity. I mean.. who could just live on in peace after seeing their bestfriend's dead body on their doorstep?
It seems like everybody has forgotten about it but me. Durk is used to putting people down early, and it wasn't Nana's problem. But me? oh it definitely put lots of weight on my shoulders.
And to think all this started over a nigga....
I went slipping deep into my thoughts when I heard a honk outside. I grabbed my shit and went outside, hopping in Chris's passenger seat.
"Wassup ma" he said, speeding off. I shrugged, not really knowing how to respond.
"You want the sugar-coated truth or the ACTUAL truth?" I asked. He glanced at me. "The actual truth" he said. I sighed heavily, finally feeling I've exhaled in days.
"I just feel so bad.. I mean, I don't give a fuck about Trinity but I helped kill the closest person to her! everytime I think about my stomach turns badly and I feel sick, I just don't know how to shake this feeling" I said. He just shook his head and sighed.
"I get it.. your not one to be in the mix of shit like this.. but she was trying to get your brother killed, so it was either her or him.. I know you'd shut the city down for yo family so you chose your brother, that's just how it goes here" he said. Once I let that sink in, I felt a tad bit better.
"You right.. I shouldn't be carrying this burden on my shoulders" I said. He nodded and set his hand on my thigh. I smirked.
Chris turned on the song Night after Night by Young Pappy and I just sat back and listened. I guess I could stop feeling so bad now.
When we got to the mall it was paaacked. Dumb packed.
Nana said her and Herb was in the food court so that's where me and Chris headed. Herb and Nana was sitting in a booth by Chipotle. I ran and jumped in Herb lap. "BROOTHHERR I MISSED YOU" I yelled in his ear. "Damn happy feet chill yo ass out" he said. I laughed.
"Whatever nigga" I said.
Herb looked up. "Who this?" He asked, looking at Chris. I stood up and grabbed Chris arm. Sitting him down next to me. "This is my friend Chris" I said. Herb sized him up a little.
"Where you from?" Herb asked. I rolled my eyes. "Why does that matter?" I asked, slit-eyeing the fuck out of him.
"Its coo, im from Lamron but I live by Streeterville" Chris said. Herb nodded as if he was impressed.
Nana face was stuffed in her Chipotle burrito. The bitch aint said nothing.
"Nana damn slow the fuck down it aint going nowhere" I said. She laughed and wiped her mouth.
"Shutup hoe I was hungry" she said. The table got silent real quick. I decided to break the tension.
"So wassup for the fourth" I asked all of em. Chris was too busy typing on his phone to realize I had even asked a question.
"We throwing the annual Lamron block party, what you talking bout?" Herb said. I nodded. "Me and LA matching this year" I said.
"what yall ugly muffuckas wearing?" He asked. I laughed. "Don't trip, you'll see when we hop off the porch dude" I said. He shook his head. "Yall goofy as hell" he said.
"so yall gone leave me out?" Nana asked. I mugged her ass dumb hard. "bitch yeah! this year its about me and my brother, KAY KAY CAPONE!" I yelled, throwing up 300. "ayeee that's cute, but get up off his dick though" she said. I laughed.
"Bitch bye, LA and Kay Kay taking over Normal Avenue stop hating" I said. Herb was just mugging the hell out of me. I laughed.
Chris was just sitting there on his phone, not acknowledging us at all.
"so when yall gone come back to the block?" Herb asked, looking down at his phone.
"When we feel like it" Nana said. Herb looked at her like he was bout to knock her fucking lights on.
"On the fourth" I answered just so he wouldn't punch her ass. "Mama wanna talk to you, why you aint been answering her calls?" He asked. I rolled my eyes. This nigga always tryna play daddy and shit.
"Cause, she wanna act goofy she gone get treated like it, Ion wanna hear all that bullshit" I said. "Just talk to her" he said. I shrugged. "I will on the fourth" I said.
"Im ready to go" Nana said. We all got up and went our separate ways.
"You wanna shop?" Chris asked me. I shook my head. "We can go"
