Was it Worth it?

Just needed some time

As soon as the plane landed Ray dropped me off home. He had things to do and I didn't want to be a burden. Tavey ended up coming over and I went to sleep right in his arms.

Tavey had forced me into going to my classes and internship. After I was done for the day, I found myself right back into his arms.Before I knew it the semester was over.

I woke up one morning to Tavey packing his stuff. I sat up in the bed and rubbed my eyes

"Sasi, I'm out. I got to go to my place and pack before my flight leaves. I'll call and text you bestfriend. But you need to start living life again" Tavey said as he kissed my forehead and left the room.

I laid back down and went back to sleep. 15 minutes later, I woke up and grabbed my phone. I turned it on for the first time since, I came back.

I got out my bed and took a shower, got dressed, and I finally opened the curtains. I grabbed my phone and sat on the floor. I looked at all the missed calls, messages, voice mails and notifications.

I texted everyone back and then went to go work out. 4 hours later, I was walking back into the house and I got I got in the shower. I got dressed and made my way to Ma house.

We ended up going shopping, seeing a movie, and out to eat. As soon as we got to her house I looked at my phone

Syn- I just needed some time. But what's up with you.

Nah this girl just didn't say she needed some time, when I needed her when my dad died. I started taking deep breathes, and showed Ma the text message. I ended up spending the night with Ma.

In the morning, we went to the spa together and then met up with Riz for lunch.

After that I went out with Riz. We ended up going go kart racing. I beat his ass twice and he beat mine 8 times. I got mad and just went outside to wait for him.

"Awe so my bae mad at me?"

"Riz, I am not your bae. I'm just mad that you didn't let me win"

"I did twice. You can't win at everything. But what's up with you and Tavey?"

"Nothing, that's my bestie. Tavey don't want me and I don't want him"

"Mpm you sure about that because your Bae jealous"

"Awe Riz why you jelly?"

"I'm not, but Ray is"

"Oh wouldn't know that. He is not my bae. He been MIA for a while now."

"Cause he jelly that his girl left him"

"We only kissed once. Nothing else happened between Ray and I"

"Damn he got further then me. But it's cool, it's cute to see my lil sis and bro together. Makes us more of a family now"

"That's not even true. I'm single and he is single.

"Nah ya both taken by each other"

I punched Riz and walked toward the car.

"Ya just need more time. But sooner than later, ya can get together and I can be happy"