Was it Worth it?

Things change

Ever since that weekend I been really staying to myself. No parties, no going out, just school, work, and internship.

Only time my friends see me is if they are passing by, and are going where I am going. I haven't really been hitting anyone up. I haven't spoken to Ray, Riz, and TY. What is even crazy is that I haven't seen none of them either. That's fine with me.

I found out that Nino couldn't get fixed. Well he could but it wasn't worth it. My dad ended up just buying me the same car as Ray's. So now I have two of the same cars just in different colors. Ray hasn't come and gotten his keys back.

This would be the first time in about 2 years that I'm going back home for a holiday. I have to because it's been a while, since I seen my family. I miss everyone and need to see my two bestie. One is expecting my Godbaby so I have to go and see her. The only people that know about this move is my dad, Syn, and Nyla.

I have been back home but I just don't like going since my mom isn't there. I go home every now and then but only for like the winter and summer break. I don't stay more then like a week or two. This time I'm going home before the Thanksgiving break start and I'm leaving just as it end. I deserve this break.

The whole situation with Zena didn't really divide people. I told them that I would respect them if they still wanted to be around her. Chas and Jai said they were good. Matter of fact I haven't seen her either since that night.

I got off of work early, I'm home laying in my bed watching movies when Tavon text me

Tavey- Hey what you doing?

Me- Netflix n Chill by myself. You?

Tavey- at the lab bored. Thinking about playing ball.

Me- You can't play

Tavey- come play me then

I laughed at my phone and got up. I changed my clothes and met him at the basketball court. Surprisingly there wasn't any guys there. I was glad, we ended up just shooting around.

When we were done we just laid on the court.

"Learn how to read a guy. You won't have to deal with a lot of things" Tavey said

"I get what you are saying but sometimes we have to experience some things to just shape us"

"You right but some of these things could be avoided especially with guys."

I flipped over and laid on my stomach and just looked at Tavon. What's your story"

"I got my heart broken and don't want anyone else to go through it. Especially girls because boys do play games. Men won't play that many games"

"Wow, so you finally letting me pick your brain"

We both laughed

Tavon got up and helped me up

"Thank I needed this"

"What you mean you. I needed this. Just talking to you put me in a better mood"

I smiled

"No like Tavey you have a lot of about you. It's interesting and I stay wanting to know more about you. I still feel like you are hiding something"

"Stop calling me that. No you are hiding something. I told you I'm a open book you just have to look"

"Yea yea"

We walked out just as like 19 guys were coming in. Tavon ended up staying with them since they needed another guy. I went back to my house and showered.

After I got dressed, I moved my covers and picked up my phone that I had left. I saw I had a notifications

Syn- I swear your bestfriend is killing me. Come get him and your child now!

I laughed at her message

Me- Stop complaining. Tell my baby I said hi. Matter of fact call me later so I can talk to my baby.

Bray- So I heard you were here during my break. I miss you Sasi

Me- Yes I was. I was balling. But now I'm in for the night so I'm not coming back out. You can stop by when you get off hopefully I'm still up

As soon as I sent her that text. I went straight to sleep. I ended up getting the best sleep ever. To bad, I wouldn't get sleep like that for a while.