Was it Worth it?

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I swear every time I come back to school with Ray we are never on good terms. We currently aren't speaking and I have no clue why. I think he just be going through some mood swings. 

I'm usually a stickler for time but ever since I got back, I been on a I don't care attitude. I walked up to the table and sat down.

"Look who finally showed up"

"Hello to you too Riz"

I didn't hug him I just sat down. He looked at me 

"What Riz?"

"Yo what's your problem. I don't like this Sasi"

"Just don't got it for bullshit anymore"

"That's cute. But babygirl you talking to me. You and your boy acting the same. What happened between ya?"

"Ask him"

"I did"

I looked at him

"So what did Ray say?"

"Oh so now I have your damn attention."

I just looked at him. He started laughing. 

Our waiter finally came and was mad rude. I got up and found a manager. Let just say she got sent home and our bill will be covered

I sat back down and we gave our order to our new waiter

"I heard ya fucked. You finally stepped up and became a woman"

"Riz stop playing"

"No Sasi, I heard you kept trying to throw yourself on him and then you woke him up if you know what I mean"

I covered my face

"I don't remember anything" I whispered

Riz started laughing

"I'm playing, I heard you was trying to but he didn't allow it to happen because you were drunk"

"So that's why he not talking to me" I hit my face

Riz just kept laughing at me

We ate our food and we both were on our phones

Ray: What Sa

Me: Rude. Why you mad?

Ray: Cause you don't need to be drunk

Me: But I'm not

"Yea you aren't drunk at this moment"

I looked up and saw Ray was standing right there. Riz dapped him and then Riz gave me a hug and left. I see he set this up

"I'm sorry for doing things that I do not remember"

"You good but seriously you need to cut it out"

"I haven't had a drink since that night"

Ray grabbed my hand and looked me in my eyes. 

"The next time you throw yourself at me, I may not be able to stop myself"

I laughed

He leaned over the table and kissed me. I kissed him back and then he pinched my hand

"Ouch"

"Good now behave yourself"

I just looked at Ray 

Was this really what I wanted?