Was it Worth it?

Maybe not

I spent the majority of my morning trying to get Que, Kassiy, and Jaze ready. Those three weren't having it at all. It's 5pm and I finally just put them all down for a nap. We never made it out the house today. 

I made sure the monitors were on and I laid back on the couch. I was very exhausted and I really needed to go to run those errands. I closed my eyes and 5 minutes later I woke up. I stretched and went and changed to my clothes to head out. One by one I put the girls in the stroller and was happy that I didn't wake them. I laid Que on the couch and I went and grabbed their bags. 

Once I got them all seated and buckled into the car we were on our way. I got to Walmart in no time. I put them in the cart and Que walked next to me. I grabbed majority of the food items that I needed and then we just went and looked around the store. Surprisingly the kids were good and quiet. 

I turned the corner and heard two fools making a lot of noise. I shook my head and thought to myself " Why are they acting like this in the store". The two grown men were fighting over a game. 

I tried to walk by them but then I noticed who they were

"Raymond and Riziah"

They both stopped and looked at me. They knew they both been caught

"So you mean to tell me that you couldn't watch your kids because ya are two busy fighting over a game?"

They both remained quiet and tried to look at other things but me

"You know what" I pushed them the cart and gave Ray Que's hand and gave Riz the list. 

"These are the things that are needed for the house and the kids. Ya have fun now and I know ya didn't drive here together which means the car seats are in ya cars. So see ya later. I'm tired of being a single mother" 

I grabbed my phone and left them standing there in the asile. I passed a lady who was standing there and watching everything that went down

"You sure they can handle them?"

I laughed "Yea they got this. If not it is two of them they should be good"

"Wow I wish I could do that my babyfathers. Have them be together and watch my kids"

"Well they don't have a choice but have a good day"

She smiled and I walked away. I left the store and headed to get a massage. 

Riz and Ray kids act just like them and one of them should have been enough.

 I met Nyla she is always done for the last minute meetings that why I love her

"So how was ya date sis?" I asked Nyla as we changed

"It was good. I may be staying out here just for work and maybe love who knows" 

"I think you and Riz together would be good. Kassidy already loves you and her mother can't be around so this would be good"

"Yea we will see. I just never thought I would date a guy with a child. But honestly with our generation it is the norm. How are things between you and Ray. Can I expect another niece or nephew soon?"

" Umm hell no. I'm not trying to have anymore until you have some. This way we can be pregnant together and go through this together. No seriously, we aren't together and don't do anything at all. We barely play with the children together. It's weird but it works in a way"

Nyla shook her head 

"You know ya belong together. Talk to him or just wait until it happens again. But we can definitely be pregnant together if you like. Especially if it is with those twos that would be cool and fun and I would enjoy it" 

Nyla smiled and hugged me. I hugged her back and we went to enjoy our massages. I had a lot to think about