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Fifteen

Chris

"The fuck you mean that's my baby? I only nutted in you so you're the only one that has my baby"i said.

"Chris look at the papers on the table please"she said slightly annoyed and i snatched them off the table examining them then threw them.

"How the fuck is this possible?"i snapped.

"You jacked off at your moms house, didn't clean the rest of your sperm up and your cousin Salina got a hold of it. So now he's here"she explained.

The last thing i expected was to come home to this bullshit, but none of it makes sense to me. If the bitch didn't want the baby, why take my sperm and put it in you? But i can't completely blame her, i shouldn't have jacked off in the first place especially after i had that weird ass orgasm with Kennedi.

I honestly don't want another baby that didn't come out of Kennedi's womb, it doesn't feel right.

"What are we going to do? I don't want him"i admitted.

"Well I'm not giving him away nor will he go back to your family so he's staying with us. He's still your son Chris"she said.

"I don't care, he didn't come out of you so i don't want him"i spat and she gently laid him down on the bed.

"I want to keep him, for once let me make my own decision. If you won't take care of your responsibility then fine. I will"she said.

"Alright fine, you take care of him then but I'm not. Only baby that's getting shit from me is the one in your stomach"i said.

"That's not right Chris, you were about to have a baby by my cousin. Not me, but my cousin but i was still going to be there for it no matter what"she preached.

"It wasn't optional Kennedi, you had to be there to help me take care of it because that's your job. I can go out and get ten other bitches pregnant, you still gon'  take care of them because i said so. Remember who's relationship this is, mine so i call the fuckin' shots. I'll let the baby stay here, but if he stays I'm dumping my pills down the toilet. So what's it going to be?"i said.

"That's not fair"she protested.

"Life isn't fair beautiful so what's your decision?"i quizzed. I know this isn't right but i don't care but to be honest, i miss my old self. This being nice shit is boring, and i miss getting pussy when i want. Now that I'm nice I'm letting my mistake from months ago bug me which is interfering with the best part of our relationship. Sex.

And she's been begging for it so, i might as well stop taking them. At least i'll forget i fucked Seyla. "I'm keeping him"she mumbled and i nodded.

"Well, i guess no more mister nice guy"i smiled then walked to the bathroom grabbing the pills out the medicine cabinet. Before opening them, she grabbed my arm and i looked at her.

"Chris please don't do this, i love you and i love seeing you happy"she pleaded.

"I'm always happy, with or without the pills"i smiled and popped open the bottle. I dumped them all in the toilet and flushed them afterwards. She sighed then went back to the room tending to the baby.

"So what's his name?"i asked sitting next to her and she shrugged her shoulders.

"I was hoping we could come up with names together but you don't want him so i guess I'll just come up with them on my own"she said.

"Well you do that, in the meantime get this little nigga out my bed. I'm tired as fuck"i said yawning afterwards. She picked him up and started walking out the room until i stopped her.