Confused

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Kai in the m/m
Kai'Yanne POV


Tell me that you love me, just so I can hear it
Say that you need me, make me believe it
Hold me close in your arms, say you'll never let go
Say that I'm your all in all, the only one you want
Say you don't fuck with nobody else, and I'm the only one
Say you'll never ever hurt me, and you put this on your son
Promise me you'll never cheat and you will always be 1 hundred
Say you're different from the rest, baby

Tell me lies, tell me lies
Make it all sound good
Make me believe that fairy tales
Can happen in the hood
And when I get my heart involved
Decide to let my guards down
Show me that you're just like them all
I shouldn't of trusted you around

Say you don't wanna lose me, you just can't afford it
Say you would do anything for me cause you feel I deserve it
Tell me you'll never treat me like the guys in my past
Say that you can guarantee that we're gonna last
Say how I'm the only girl you've ever felt this way about
Say how you ain't never had these feelings for somebody else
Then tell me how much I'm different, there's no one like me out here
Tell me what I wanna hear

Tell me lies, tell me lies
Make it all sound good
Make me believe that fairy tales
Can happen in the hood
And when I get my heart involved
Decide to let my guards down
Show me that you're just like them all
I shouldn't of trusted you around
I shouldn't of trusted you around, baby

I was laying in my room listening to Ann Marie , Tell Me Lies sick off my ass. I had to be to work in an hour , but I don't think I'll make it. I might as well shoot FATz a text now. As I was about to text my best friend I had the urge to throw up (I don't throw up which is crazy) I jetted to the bathroom and emptied out my stomach. Something is wrong with me I need to go get checked out like NOW!

Text Convo
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍 : FATz IK I'm supposed to be at work in an hour , but I can't make it I feel terrible I'm about go to the hospital and get checked out..... I'll text you what I found out later
Princess LOVE 👑❣ : WTF wrong w/ you Love? Who going w/ you? You ain't been yourself in a minute what's going on Kai'Yanne? 😤
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍 : Don't be yelling at me Braxton I DON'T KNOW that's why I'm going to the damn hospital and no one , but you can stop talking to me you just pissed me off yelling at me and shit I don't need this right now 😒
Princess LOVE 👑❣ : Kai'Yanne stop playing you know I wasn't yelling at you I just wanna know what's going on please don't shut me out , I'll be at the hospital once you get called back I'm here for you Love please don't do this 😔
Text Convo Over

I ignored him and put on a pair of sweats , a tank top and slip ons. I grabbed my phone , wallet and keys I got into my jeep and headed to the hospital , I got there in less than 15 minutes signed in , and patiently waited.
What the fuck can be wrong w/ me? I can't be pregnant I just had a period, can it be the flu or something? I need.... My thoughts were interrupted by a text from Braxton
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍 : Love I know you're at the hospital now can you please inform me of what's going on? I'm sorry for yelling at you I just hate to see you going through stuff I'm here if you need me 😔
I didn't have a chance to reply because I heard "Kai- Yannie Lucas"
It's pronounced "Cayenne" , but that's me... "Follow me" the nurse said. "I have to check your weight, height, blood pressure and I need a urine sample" she said
I weighed 150 pounds ,I'm 5'2 and she didn't tell me about my blood pressure. There was a knock on the door "Come in" I called out there was a male doctor that walked in and introduced himself as Dr. Harper. "Ms. Lucas what brought you in this morning?" He asked "I've been feeling really drowsy, my muscles hurt , and I've been nauseous I threw up this morning before I came though" I explained he jotted things down and asked "Ms. Lucas is there a possibility you could be pregnant by any chance?" I looked at him like he had three heads "No I just had a menstrual about 2 weeks ago" I told him the next question had me on edge "Have you been sexually active and using unprotected sex?" He asked "I haven't had sex since May 11th and no It was with protection" I said with my head down. "Well I'm going to check you out because your urine came back negative and that could be false" he explained I simply nodded he used put this cold gel on my stomach and used transducer to perform a sonogram. I closed my eyes the whole time my mind was racing and my heart was beating in my ears. "Ms. Lucas" he called snapping me Out of my thoughts. "Yes?" I questioned he smiled and said "Congratulations you are indeed pregnant you are in your second trimester at about 15 weeks. I'm going to write a prescription for prenatal vitamins , but you need to schedule an appointment with your OBGYN and take care of your self" I just sat there with tears streaming down my face "I'm pregnant?" I just kept asking myself lowly "this can't be true it's has to be a mistake" I called out "No I'm sorry Ms. Lucas it's not if you look to your left that's your bundle of joy , motherhood is beautiful thing" he said I turned my head and indeed there was a baby in my stomach I just placed my hand up to my mouth and sobbed lowly. When I was released I jetted out of the hospital going 90 on the service drive trying to get to my house. I finally made it and ran in the house & got in my bed and cried myself to sleep. This can't be happening I supposed to be going off to college in about two months OMG! What is my mom going to say to me?"

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