The Hell You've Caused

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The song in the m/m has nothing to do w/ this chapter I just love this song. Lol!
FATz POV

"Braxton I'm moving to Atlanta hopefully in the next few weeks I was hoping you'd allow Love to come with me for a while and then we rotate visitation and you're welcome to come to see the kids whenever while its my time to be with Love. When Ki' is old enough we'll add him to the equation, but I don't wanna overwhelm you while he's so small with so much restrictions and stuff"  I just stared at her with nothing to say I couldn't find the words to say to her. I wanted to know why was she saying this to me I know I haven't been the best dad in the world, but I love my daughter and I don't want her to ever leave me. "What?" Is all I could utter. "Braxton I'm not trying to take Love away from you, but when I broke the news to her that I was leaving she begged to come with me and I told her I had to run it by you and that even though I a mother figure in her life I am not her biological mother so I can't just up and take her and that no matter what happens between you all she has to love and respect y'all because y'all are still her parents. I am just the GOD mother I have no authority, but we all know I love that little girl as if I birthed her myself she is my daughter and will always be she was my baby before I had a baby. I don't wanna come off as I'm trying discredit you from doing your job as a father, but Love wants and deserves more one on one time with her daddy after everything she's been through she shouldn't ever feel abandoned and like she has no one in her corner because her mother is in prison, her dad is too busy for her, and her tee tee is moving away." Kai'Yanne said to me "Love I can't let you take my baby from me nor can I let you and Ki' leave y'all are all I got without y'all I am nobody" I said walking back into the room with the kids and just held them and told them I love them until they fell asleep. Kai'Yanne didn't come back in the room I wondered where she went, but it slowly went away and I just kept replaying our conversation in my head WHY IS SHE LEAVING? WHY DOES SHE WANNA TAKE LOVE? Questions just ran through my mind I didn't know what to say or do. Should I allow them to leave? Maybe that'll give me time to really get to work and not have to really worry about them wanting me home as much! No! I can't I love them too much to allow them to leave I'll miss them all like crazy. I don't know what to do man this shit crazy! I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking about that shit 'till I felt myself dozing off