The Hell You've Caused

Princess Shit

Kai'Yanne's hair , make up , nails and the truck they're driving

Kai's POV

I'm a princess today and everyday, but since I didn't wanna go out to get everything done for today , and take the risk of being seen out before its time to reveal a PRINCESS I had my mom hire the best make up artist , nail tech and beautician to get ya girl on FLEEK! It's about 10am so I have an hour or so 'til show time so I'm about text FAT and ask him to bring me some chicken, chocolate chip waffles , sausage links , hash browns and apple juice. I'm starving it's crazy maybe I'm just nervous.

-Text Convo
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍: Who's the bestest bestfriend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD?
Princess LOVE 👑❣: I am , but what do you want Love? It's gotta be something I have to go get my shoes , and I gotta drop some money off to Love in an hour.
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍: Bestfriend I'm starving can you bring me food pweeeeeeeaaaaaase! 😔
Princess LOVE 👑 : What do you want to eat Love Jesus you're spoiled As'F!
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍 : Chicken wings , chocolate chip waffles, sausage links(turkey) , hash browns , and apple juice if you want I'll pay for it
Princess LOVE 👑❣ : Gawwwwd damn girl that's it? & shut up MF'er I got it I'll be there in about 20 minutes
Bestie Pop (FATz) 😘👫🔐😍 : Thank you bestie pop you're the best I love you punk 😘
Princess LOVE 👑❣ : IK , You're
welcome and STOP with the gay shit , but I love you too peanut 😉
- Text Convo Ended
I just sat around scrolling through Twitter waiting on FAT when I received a text from an unknown number
Unknown- Man Love I'm so sorry I hurt you again I didn't mean to do it , I wasn't thinking straight I love you with all my heart we've been riding for each other since the 7th grade going to Morris. I would've never thought you'd talk to me back then I still don't know why you Fw/ this long , but w.e it is I appreciate all that you do , have done , and will do. I am in love with you Ki'Yanne Love Lucas you are my heart ❤️ , my PNC 💂🏽 , My backbone , my rib , my future wife, no scratch that you ARE my wife , the mother of my future children , I never wanted to hurt you Kai'Yanne, but I did and I've realized that you deserve better , you deserve so much better than me I'm not right for you just yet , I still wanna do kid shit and enjoy having the hoes IK that's not an excuse, but can we just mend the animosity between one another and just be cool? It may not be what you want , but I think it's best for right now!
-Love you Ashton 😘
I didn't see this coming at all this like really broke my heart more I would've never thought in a million years that I'll see this day where I'm not going to prom with my First Love , where I get this stupid ass text message saying we should be friends , I just would've never thought it'll come to this I've been by his side since I was 12 years old WTF did I do to deserve all this he put me through? I hate myself for letting him get the best of me , he's gotten a piece of me I've never shared with any man voluntarily I just don't get it whenever he needed me I WAS THERE , when he was in trouble I WAS THERE , when he got locked up I WAS THERE , whenever he needed something I HAD HIM , I made sure Langston never went w/o and I made sure I did my job as a girlfriend DAMNED good so he wouldn't have to go out and look for the next bitch and this is what I get in return and then he texts me on the day I go to prom OMG! I don't wanna do this anymore I just wanna go to bed.... My thoughts were interrupted by FAT barging in my room yelling "Why TF Aren't you answering your phone Love I've calling you and calling you I oughta...." He stopped in the middle of his rant when he seen me crying he dropped to his knees kneeling next to me "Baby girl what's the matter? Why are you crying? I'm sorry for yelling at you I didn't mean to make you cry. What's the matter Love please talk to me" he pleaded with saddened eyes
"He doesn't want me anymore FATz he broke up with me in a text message IN A FUCKING TEXT MESSAGE! I gave him my everything and this is what I deserve thank you maybe I should've popped my pussy open for everybody in the hood and then some , only offered to the table some bomb ass top , a fat ass , and no walls and maybe just maybe he'd wanna cuff me right? Hmmmmp! Ain't this bout a bitch." I got up and paced the room angry was an understatement. Heartbroken I was beyond that , confused I was waaaaay beyond that I just can't wait to go to college in 3 months I can't do this no more! I walked over to my computer desk and opened the bag of food and started eating. I turned around to FAT and said "Thank you bestfriend for the food and being here for me , but I wanna be alone I'll see you later right?"
"Of course baby girl I'll be right here in my tux escorting the beautiful Ms. Love to her prom , and baby girl stop crying you don't need him I love you cheer up chump" he kissed me on my forehead and left out. By the time I was done eating it was time to get my day started I got my hair shaved on one side with designs in it and the rest curled , I got my make up done , and I got a mani and pedi. When I was all finished it was around 4 o'clock I was so tired , but I had to set up for my prom send off and direct where things should go. To be honest my head was somewhere else , today is supposed to be one of the best days of my life besides graduating for high , college , and my wedding day a girl only has one senior prom and my day was ruined by bullshit.