I have to tell him i dont love him! But i dont ...i think...

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Chapter 15:

ZAYNS POV:

When Amy and Niall left. I sat down with Liam and Louis.

On the x-box as usual...

"What happened up there, I heard someone fall?" Louis said

"Oh yeah, you know Harry, well he tried to own Amy like when he tried to own Stacey, so I punched him and he fell." I replied.

(What happened to Stacey was..

Harry said he found 'her' (Stacey) and he had to have her. She loved him but never understood why Harry was so over protective of her. Eg: if she asked another boy for a pencil or something later that day that same boy would have bruises everywhere.

With Harry once she's his she can't be anyone else's! Stacey left him because he took it too far one night. Because Stacey was drunk and was talking to another boy and the same boy was found dead the morning after. So he was pretty protective lets just say!)

"Oh.." Louis said awkwardly.

"Well do you think Harry would be the same with Amy?" Liam asked sitting forward on the sofa. "You see that's what I'm worried about!" I answered

"Why?" Louis asked "do you have a little something for Amy!!??" Liam asked playfully.

I smiled and said "well... "I said

Not finishing my sentence.. It was awkward! Should I tell them.... Nah.

"She was nialls human crush!!" Louis said catching that I did like her a small bit.

Damn.. Am I that bad a pretending I don't like her?

"yeah I know! But....

Well you see..." Should I tell them she kissed me?...

Well technically I kissed her.

"I kissed her" I blurted out at a fast pace! "I don't know why! But I did.. And well .. So did niall!" I said instantly regretting telling them that!

That was a personal matter..

Oops..

"What? When was this!!" Liam asked with confusion "yesterday" I said lowly answering his question .

"Where were we when this happened?!" Louis asked Liam. And they both turned to look at each other.

"Eh.. Oh I know. In here because I remember us deciding to watch all the Harry potter's yesterday!" Liam said. "Oh yeah!" Louis said smiling obviously thinking about Harry Potter.

"Well we missed alot!" Louis said rather loudly. I smiled and then there was a silence in the room.

AMY'S POV:

Me and Niall where still in the woods and it was about 3:30am! (Little reminder that we don't sleep!) practicing out our powers. And talking to each other in our heads.

Then we stopped and sat back down on to the wet grass.

"So... Who's it gonna be?" Niall asked bringing back up the conversation we had earlier.

No. No. No. He did not just ask me that! What is wrong with this boy needing to know right now!

"Niall, I don't know! Okay maybe I like you a lot but I still have to give Zayn a chance! STOP RUSHING ME! Do u expect me to just know after only actually knowing him about a day?!." I said not meaning to loose my temper.

"I'm sorry!" He sighed and continued "I am just afraid of loosing you when I just got u back!" He said raising his voice.

Ugh. He's not gonna loose me!

"Sorry.. I didn't mean to shout like that.." He said "no, no it was my fault! I don't even know why I shouted in the first place!" I said back to prevent any further arguing and also because it was true.

"It's alright! It's your vampire emotions everything is more concentrated when you are a vampire, it takes a lot of getting used to!" he said easing my frustration.

Niall cautiously moved towards me inching closer in every second. Until the moment our faces where inches apart and softly kissed me.

This completely relaxed me and I think he knew that.. his kisses are like smooth chocolate against my hazelnut lips.

I remembered the amazing kissed we shared earlier, it felt different to Zayns kiss. It was like a... a... You know what! I'm even stuck for words how amazing this is!

Come on I was kissing the guy I loved ever since I can remember! This is AMAZING! He pulled away and giggled "I heard that" he said. "What?" I asked even though I knew what he was talking about!

Fuck.

"I can hear really loud thoughts.. And your thoughts where really loud during that kiss.." He said smirking

Damn!

"Oh.."I said embarrassed I would have blushed but my bloodless face just stayed pale.

"That's what you think of our kisses?

Like smooth chocolate against your hazelnut lips!" He re-phrased

"Shut up! I said punching his arm playfully.

"But, Their AMZING and you know ittt!!" I said thinking of the kiss. And clicking my fingers in a 'z' shape.

"Yeah, I know I was thinking almost the same thing."he said.

Damn! I wish I had heard his thoughts! But of corse, he has better control than me!

We giggled like 2 school girls for a minute and then I remembered Harry! The smile wiped off my face as I stood up. "What about Harry?" I asked Niall. "What if he finds out we kissed he would kill you I don't want anybody to die!"

I sure as hell didn't!

I fell to the ground and rested my head and Niall's lap. "What's gonna happen now!? What if he comes after you!" I asked now a little more concerned than before.

"Amy you have to tell him that you don't love him, and that you don't need protection! That way I can- I mean me and Zayn can have a chance!" He said I giggled when he stuttered.

Gosh, he's cute when he stutters!

Oh god... Just shut up Amy okay!?

"okay, but ..."

I said thinking of the out come of telling Harry that. But I decided Niall is well able to take care of himself and I then continued with

"Actually..that's what I'll do!"

But the thing is...

I sorta have a soft spot for guys who need to protect their girls... It's nice to feel needed! But I can't tell Niall that! He'd be hurt... and I didn't want that.

"Alright then, we'd better get back!

Race ya!" Niall said and we both sprinted back to the house.

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