I Lost you (H.S Vampire)

Chapter 3:

Chapter 3:

(Ellie's POV)

(CAUTION : SEX SCENE - IF DISTURBED PLEASE SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER)

I woke up with it still dark outside, wrapped in thin sheets in the cabin with Harry's naked body lying beside mine, pressed against my back. I remembered how we wanted to finish our relationship and I have no regrets about the way we wanted to end things. As I tried to unwrap myself from him wanting to make a quick exit from him, he pulled me closer to his chest whilst he slept telling me that he had awoken.

His fingers intertwined with mine squeezing them not wanting to let me go. I then felt his lips skim my neck as he inhaled my scent in. I couldn't help but blush when he did this which made him turn me over and put me on top of him so I was straddling him.

He sat up so we were giving eachother eye contact, this gave him a clear shot of my puffy eyes from all the crying from the night before and the redness in my cheeks from the intensity from earlier. I placed both of my arms around his neck

"What if we keep us on the down-low?" he brought up pressing kisses on cheekbone.

"we've tried that. It doesn't work" I explained trying to hold in a groan as he reached my sweet spot. He vampire sped us to the wooden wall, my legs wrapped around his waist As he pressed me against the wall. With the sheet dropping onto the floor exposing both of us, I felt connected to him in body and soul.

"Once we leave today, this will be the last time" I gasped not really getting it through to him the seriousness of what I was trying to say. I could feel a twitch of movement in between my legs which made me look down but when I looked up, a cheeky evil look in him I had seen in him before had other plans than what I was saying. I nodded before I felt him push himself inside of me.

"Oh I wish this wasn't the last time" I moaned in a whisper as the motion of us together got more and more intense. He smiled at my words as he lifted me up and down taking in the moment and the pleasure. I could feel the knot in my stomach building and building the more we got into it. His thrusts were beginning to get faster as my nails dug into his skin in desperation of his touch.

In a sudden movement, I saw in the corner of my eye that he had vampire sped back to the bed and continued with the motion of before. It was intense and it was as if I had been longing for this moment for forever. His lips tightened on mine, slightly grazing his teeth on my lips as his movements became vigorous. A moan escaped my lips which formed a small smile on his face. I raised my hips to match his hips with every push and I could help but need more from him.

I guess it's just the effect he has on me, he always gives me more. His hands began exploring my body and decided to land on my breasts and gently slide over my sensitive nipples. His moans began as he was coming to the end. His lips were surrounding my neck as I was completely consumed by the moment, one hand on his neck and the other on the base of his back feeling every movement.

"Oh God" I uttered as he found my core and continued to push against it bringing me nothing but endless pleasure and peace. I knew we shouldn't be doing this because we had broken up but the feeling of having him here and this increasing intensity would never leave me. Even after we leave this bed and are separate, we were too destructive than healthy for eachother and everyone. The feeling of him inside me reaching my high just as i tightened around him, we both found our release, the knot feeling like a weight lifting from me throughout my whole core.

As he slide out of my body, he slipped both of his hands from my face to my hair to pull me closer towards him so there wasn't much of a space between us. I connected our lips together slowly not wanting to let go of the moment but I could from the movement in my hair, he was letting me go.

"I don't want this to be the last time" He whispered before quickly pressing a kiss on my lips.

"But it is" I said placing my hands on his chest looking down at his tattoos. He felt up and down my arms trying to comfort me in the situation that we're in but when I saw his disappointed look written all over his face, I knew that saying goodbye was going to be harder than I expected .

I shifted from him getting up from the bed, taking a step away from him so I could start to pick up my clothes to get dressed. He followed me in my actions as he collected his clothes and started to redress himself, doing so in silence with the tension that could cut deep like a knife.

We both agreed before we even went to the cabin that today would be our last day seeing eachother so there was no surprise we were do reluctant to get ready, as this meant that we're actually going to go our separate ways.

I turned around once I was dressed to see Harry and his reaction, but when I turned around, he was no where in the room to be seen.

"Harry?" I shouted as I went out the room to see where he had gone heading straight for the living room area. But when I found that he wasn't there, thoughts rushed through my head as if I was panicking: the fact that I never got to say goodbye officially, not ending things normally and not on an awkward silence, but also I panicked the most because I was worried that the last time I would see him would be him see would be to see him disappointed and heartbroken.

Feeling a gush of wind sweep from behind me, I felt him behind me making me catch my breath back. I turned around and saw him holding up a ring in front of my face.

"What's this?" I asked confused about where he was going with this and I could read from his body language that he was nervous. And as much as I wanted him to ask the big question, after everything that's been said and done, it can't be easily swept under the rug with a proposal.

"look I'm not saying marry me, but I want you to know I'll always be yours" He said as he took my hand opening my palm so he could place it in my hand.

"Because even though I have a cold heart, it will always be with you to keep it warm" he explained further as he closed up the hand with the ring in it to kiss the top of the same hand. I decided on putting it on my wedding ring finger so it'll always be with me.

"And I'll always keep it close to me" I replied tearful. I pulled his face towards mine desperately kissing him taking in the moment whilst it was there. As his tongue made an entrance to my lower lip, I felt his touch disappear altogether leaving me standing here emotional and heartbroken.