Never let Go

Part 8

Dan's pov

As soon as Phil left I felt alone. It felt as if Phil was leaving me forever. I couldn't handle this feeling and I just ran to the corner and slid down the wall while crying my eyes out.

I don't even know why I felt like this just when he left my whole heart just felt empty.

About 20 minutes later I heard the door open. I tried to stop crying but I just couldn't.

Phil ran in looking worried and shouting stuff but I couldn't hear him. My whimpers just over took everything.

He then grabbed me and put me on to my bed. He ran out the room for a second and then came back in with tissues and a cold flannel.

First he wiped my eyes then dabbed my forehead with the flannel to try and cool me down.

It did work but then I fell into a deep sleep. I could still hear and feel everything going on around me which was weird.

I felt phil get into the bed with me. He then placed him head on my chest.

"Dan I don't know what was wrong with you then but it really scared me. " he whispered

I wanted to talk back to him but I was obviously asleep.

"I hope it weren't anything I did. As I would feel really guilty."

I just wanted to shout and say the truth but I can't. If he knew I loved him I think my world would actually be fully ruined.

I heard soft snores after a while signalling that Phil had fallen asleep as well. He was still resting his head on my chest. But I weren't going to do anything about it.

I woke up about 1 hour later but I couldn't move as phil was still laying on me.

I felt him stir a few times but he never woke up. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep I wish this happened everyday.

But it can't because he is straight and is going out with some stupid slut who probably doesn't even like him.

Shortly after I fell back to sleep and had the weirdest dream ever.

dream

"Heey Dan what you doing?" Phil slurred.

Phil was zazzed off his tits. His girlfriend just broke up with him and decided to resort to drinking to try and help him. Phil being Phil never gets drunk as a innocent little lion who never does anything bad but tonight that all changed.

He got back and then just went straight out again and got so drunk he is literally hitting on me now.

I mean I don't hate it but I know he isn't gay and he is only doing this to get over his girlfriend. I don't like how he handled the situation. I'm usually the one who does this to get over people.

He is usually the innocent one who is taking care of me not the other way round.

"C'mon Danny just come here."

"No Phil just get over it" I shouted back at him.

He then tried to climb on me. This is when I lost it. I freaked out and just pushed him on the floor and started punching him.

Then I woke up.

Phil was still asleep.

Nothing had happened.