Phil's pov
I kissed him. Am I stupid. He doesn't like me like that.
He never will like me like that. He's straight. i think.
He's never actually told me his sexuality. I mean sometimes he acts really gay. But that doesn't mean anything. Right?
Also he never pulled away from the kiss.
"Phil are you okay?" I heard dan as through the door.
"Uhm yeah I'm fine" I mumbled.
"Can I come in?"
"Yeah sure"
He walked in looking at me really confused.
"So what just happened?" He asked looking really curious.
"We kissed" I answered.
"Well yeah but why and how and what does this mean" he said.
"I kissed you. You didn't pull Away then I ran off. It happened by me kissing you. And this means we kissed" I spluttered out sarcastically.
"But why did you kiss me?" He questioned.
"Cause I-i l-like you" I said really fast.
"What" he said like he didn't believe me
"I like you" I said then ran out in embarrassment.
I don't know where I was going I just ran. The crispy cold wind hit me when the door opened. It was slightly dark so I knew the stars will come out soon.
My eyes were squinting the air was hitting me.
"Phil" I hear shouting in the distance.
I ignore it and carry on running, I don't want to know what Dan is going to say. He will judge me so much.
I got to a park that I use to go to when I was upset or angry as a kid.
I have took dan to this place before but I don't know if he would remember it. I'm not expecting him to turn up. As why would he.
This park is always empty. No one goes there. Not after the murder that happened a few years back.
Since then no one dares to come here apart from me. I always just sit under a tree. You get a beautiful view of the sky from here.
It's even better at night. Which is soon. The sun was slowly disappearing from the horizon and the moon had appeared.
Little stars started coming out. I loved this view. I always sit on my windowsill at night just to look out at the view.
I heard rustling behind me. I didn't turn around though as I didn't think it was important just probably a dog.
Just then a hand wrapped across my mouth.
I tried to scream but only a little mumble came out.
I turned around to see who it was.
"Cassidy?" I said.
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