Never let Go

Part 9

Dan's pov

I didn't want to go back to sleep for the 3rd time. I didn't want to have another dream. Especially when the dreams don't even make sense.

Phil woke up minutes later I did, but he was slightly panting.

"Hey Phil what is wrong?" I asked softly.

"N-nothing just a dream." he stuttered.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I said.

"No" he said and then he got up and left.

So he is deciding to get his own back on me after everything I did yesterday for him.

I heard him slam his bedroom door shut. I'm guessing he is going out somewhere. I literally have no idea why he just acted the way he just did.

I guess he is going out to do something. Probably with his girlfriend knowing him. We have hardly been a whole day together these past few weeks its always him and Cassidy. Yeah that's what his girlfriend is called. It's a stupid slutty name for a stupid slag.

The thing about Cassidy is that she is always really clingy to Phil. So once Phil made me come out with him and Cassidy I just felt like the biggest loser ever. I was literally the third wheel all night. Cassidy kept hanging on to Phil and she made sure that he never spoke to me.

Me and Cassidy unfortunately have known each other our whole life. My mum and her mum are like best friends so when we were little we had to have 'play dates' She then thought that in Primary getting her mates to bully me wouldn't mean she is doing it.

The thing is I knew it was all her because she would stand where it is happening with the most dirtiest smirk ever on her face. Then we fell out and I lost contact with her until Phil innocently got with her.

So now that her and Phil are going out she believes that she can control me. She is basically getting with Phil to ruin my life.

She is the most biggest fucking slut ever. She slept with everyone in high school apart from me because I knew what she was like.

Does Phil know this?

Obviously not I can't tell him as knowing him he would stay with Cassidy that is why I am never going to mention anything unless it comes up in conversation of course.

After Phil left I got up to get a drink. I hated being lonely its just really life threatening you know. You just sit there thinking about your whole life.

I had decided to put music on other wise I would end up having another existential crisis. Which I don't want to have.

The bad thing is when I put my phone on shuffle the first song that comes on is 'I write sins not tragedies' which then reminds me of me and Phil yesterday when we were singing in my car.

I decided just to have a rest on the sofa. But the rest was disturbed by Phil barging in the door. I looked up at him and it looked as if he had been crying.

"Phil whats up?" I asked.

"Nothing" he grunted then slammed about to him room.

I wonder what is wrong with him today he seems very off.