Music Saves Lives

Chapter Thirty-One

The next few days seemed to blend together. I pretty much sat around the house. I missed Niall like crazy. We texted when he could and he called before he would go to bed. I hated not being with him. It was like this week was what made me realize how happy I was when he was around. The smile that was plastered on my face had instantly been swiped away when I walked out of that airport. To keep me okay, I spent all the time I could with my parents, because I knew I wouldn't see them until Christmas. I hated when I had to leave them, it broke my heart.

Before I left my house, I said my goodbyes. I made my promises about calling and did the routine conversation about the way I should behave. My dad was very concerned about me whenever I left.

I met up with Ryan at the airport and he and I were going to be flying to Nashville to play a little concert fest, along with other bands of similar genres.

Sitting on the plane, I started to get really bored. Ryan had fallen asleep. I took out my phone and decided to write Niall a letter that I'll e-mail to him later.

(Niall's POV)

I woke up this morning, earlier than I would have wanted. I was rooming with Louis this time around. I looked over at his bed and he was lying there on his phone, with his eyes barely open. I picked up my phone and had an e-mail notification.

"Dearest lovebug,

I'm on a plane going to Nashville. Anyway, I really miss you. A LOT. You have no idea. I'm so frustrated without you. Do you know that if I could I would kiss you right now? I bet you did. I hope you did. I really want to wrap my arms around your neck. I want your calloused hands rubbing my bare back underneath my shirt and softly passing over my stomach occasionally. I want your lips on mine. I want to just hold you in my arms forever. I want you to lay me down and kiss me like it's our only source of life. I want to hear you breathing and whispering in my ear the sounds of your arousal. I want you to touch me and make me feel wanted. I want you so bad, Niall. I need you.

Wow. I made that really painful for myself. I could have been way more detailed, if you know what I mean. Well of course you know what I mean. I can't wait to see you next, whenever that is. I would write more but I have to stop writing because we are preparing to land. I love you so much, it hurts. Call me later, hot stuff.

Love, (y/n)

P.s. I'm really nervous about this festival. Yikes. I love you. xx"

I groaned wanting her to have written more. Louis looked over at me with a confused look on his face.

"What? Did she send you a nude?" he snickered.

I laughed and handed the phone to him.

"No smartass."

He read the message and I think he was surprised by her words. I don't think he knew she could really talk like that. He would never be able to guess the things she has said to me in the heat of the moment. (y/n) and I have only had sex a few times, each time better than the last. It was like each time reflected the love that has been continuing to get stronger. If I could I would be with her right now. I wanted her so bad now. Actually every single day I wanted her. Can you blame a teenage guy like me? I mean there are millions of girls around me almost every moment of every day. Yet I always think about (y/n)

She's like no other girl I've been with before. When I first met her at that festival, I was instantly attracted to how into the music she was. Whenever she talks about her music or music in general, her face lights up. I love when she does that.

"She's a tease." Louis said, tossing my phone back to me.

I laughed, "Yeah I know. I like that."