Music Saves Lives

Epilogue

READ AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END!

"Niall!" I screamed from the bedroom.

He was currently writing some music with the boys. I had just woken up from a nap. He came into the room with a concerned look on his face.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I giggled. "Just wanted to see your face."

"Babe we're in the middle of writing." He chuckled, not being able to be mad at me.

"I miss writing, can I help you guys? Please?" I begged, wrapping my arms around his neck.

He playfully rolled his eyes, picking me up. "Fine."

Since my scene in the middle of the street, I started therapy. It wasn't healthy for a person to become suicidal when it comes to love. I was still able to go on tour in Australia. It was amazing to say the least.

I was one of the few girls on the tour but I loved it all the same. Niall had found time to visit me while we were there and that's when we started planning the wedding. I had found an amazing wedding dress while we were shopping and it all had to happen from there.

After tour, Lovebird's Cage decided to go on hiatus. The boys wanted to take some classes and I wanted to have time with Niall to build our trust.

That was seven months ago. Four months ago Niall and I got married in Mullingar. We flew all my family and friends from America there. It was gorgeous and the best day of my life.

Niall looked incredible as I walked down the isle. I wanted to run to him and just marry him already. It was relieving that we were married now. I felt like we had that bond between us that insured we were in it for the long haul.

We honeymooned in Fiji. It was obviously beautiful. We spent most of the time without our clothes. Just thinking about it makes me blush.

Two weeks after we had a bit of a pregnancy scare. For me it was a scare. Niall was leaning towards it being a good thing. I would have still been happy if I were pregnant. I would have loved that kid, but reading that little stick and having it say I wasn't, made me relieved. I wasn't mentally ready for another life. I could barely take care of myself. I needed a strong head on my shoulders to carry a child.

Niall has tried to talk me into it but I just can't. I have to see if we can get a stronger relationship and marriage, before we have a baby.

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A year later

Being back on the road with my friends made me realize I missed this feeling more than anything. Except Niall. I missed him. I was so used to being by his side for the past year and half.

We only just started a new tour and I was going through Niall withdrawals. One Direction was still going strong considering they had signed a new three year contract.

That was a choice Niall had talked to me about in grave detail. He wanted to make sure that if they did that, that our lives together may not be able to begin until after that.

I understood completely. I would have wanted the new contract just the same. It's the thrill of being on stage and making fans have the time of their lives that keeps us going back. I don't want to stop doing this until they don't want me anymore and I'm sure Niall feels the same. He would keep signing contracts with the boys until they believed they were truly done.

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Another year later.

We've had our music being played on the radio. Our fan base had widened by more than I ever imagined. We sold out most of our shows at big arenas. We've been to even more countries to perform and we've been on more award shows. We've even won a few awards ourselves.