Strange Fruit

Ch24

Tiana POV

"Do you feel like your only around when nala is going through a rough patch is that when the relationship is more real for you ?"

What no I love nala its not about what she's going through or has been through I've been there every time I just don't want her to ever feel alone

"That's not what I was told I was informed of the shooting that left her in a coma and you took that as a chance to be with some one else how do you think that made her feel then ?"

Look Doc I know nala has us all meeting with you to clean out our closets of secrets an what not but this shit is bogus things happen I was young an dumb.......

I only came back because nala was going through something an then my mom needed me on the home front I wasn't staying in hopes of getting her back I know Ive fucked up okay I lost the best thing that's ever happened to me I wake up every morning an I have to live with that I have to go to sleep knowing I lost her.

"Im not here to make you spill your secrets I'm here to help you all as a group that seems to only feel strong when something is wrong an that is wrong you all experienced a lot in these past few years "

Yeah everything changed when she went after her dreams in Atlanta nothing was the same I was in school an she was off doing her. I remember one day I was shopping with my girlfriend at the time asha and she saw a ring and was like babe when you propose I want that, an the whole time she was talking about us I was fixated on a ring that I knew for sure nala would be in love with I mean here I am with another female who is gushing about marrying me while I'm in lala land wanting to marry Nala still

"You love her an that's okay and maybe that moment was a wake up reminder that you have to fix your relationship, now I've been seeing nala since the kidnapping "

I feel like I should of paid more attention you know like, ever since the day I met her I just wanted to be the one to always save her be there when she needed me. Be the one she called when she couldn't sleep and her we are years later still trying to keep her safe .

"Our time is up but I really want to talk more with you I've always wanted to hear your side is next Monday alright ?"

Yeah sure ....

Me: Hey you at ya moms I need to talk to you asao its important!

MyhittaCarson🔫💸: Yeah you good?

I didn't bother responding I just pulled up an waited for her yo come outside

"Wassup foolio ?"

Nala man she got me an JD, Malaya meeting with a therapist shit is crazy the woman had a nigga feeling shitty as fuck I swear.

"What happen ?"

She mentioned the coma shit had my stomach in knots because now that I'm older I'm embarrassed that I even did that dumb selfish shit my girl needed me an I'm fucking this other chick she ain't deserve that

"Yeah I was pissed at you that was some clown shit so wassup why you feeling shitty now ?"

Because meeting with the therapist helped me realize this is where I need to be an that's who I wanna be with who I need to be with I'm gonna make things right starting now

"Now ?"

Yeah nigga now an your gonna help me ! Just get nala here I'll be back

"You proposing ?"

Nah she won't say yes just yet but I know what she will do go get her please thank you love you carsonnnn

She got the car an I pulled into my moms garage