Phil's P.O.V
Mr Kura's plan was pretty simple.
He was going to leave me and Dan in the staff room where it is safe, call the police and distract him until he's arrested.
Simple right?
Even though It was simple and the chance of failur was slim I couldn't quite shake my nervousness.
"Not until he's gone" my mind kept telling me.
"Phil." I heard Dan speak in a soft voice as he gave my shoulder a gentle shake.
"What's the matter Phil? You keep spacing out." He asked in a concerned, caring tone.
"I-Im scared." I spoke feebly with my ears still down and tail lay on my lap.
"What are you scared of?" Dan asked in the same comforting voice.
"What if the plan fails? What if he manages to get me again? What if he manages to get you? I don't think I could live with myself knowing I got you hurt." I cried.
I don't want others to get hurt because of me.
It's all my fault for dragging them into this.
"But what if the plan goes right and you can finally be free?" He questioned with a small, genuine smile spread across his face.
He then got up and moved behind me, sitting me inbetween his legs.
We were still seated in the back corner of the staff room and sat on a non-backed leather couch.
The position we were in was suprisingly comforting and when he began to mess with the tip of my tail I melted into his touch.
I really don't undersand how he always has this effect on me.
"Are you better now?" He whispered in my ear and, because of how relaxed I felt, I could only give a weak nod in responce.
"Good." He said before giving me a light kiss on the top of my head.
We stayed like this for what felt like minuits but must have been closer to the hour mark before the sound of sirens came blaring from the distance.
The anxiety returned to the pit of my stomach and I sat frozen, Excited yet terrified.
I didn't notice Dan's worried glances he sent me or the feeling of him trying to calm my stiff body down.
The only thing I could still feel was my emotions and the only things I could think were my thoughts.
What if They're all hurt because of me?
What If he's not captured and he gets away?
What If I've put Dan in danger?
Each question that rung through my mind seemed to make my fight for breath even harder and I began to loose sight of my surroundings.
I coud just about hear a faint muffled sound coming from behind but my own thoughts began to sufficate me until everything faded completly black and i lost Consciousness.
"-il. Phil. PHIL!" I heard Dans voice in the distance growing louder.
I struggled to open my eyes and when I did I was greated by the face of Dan right in front of mine.
"Phil!" He screamed in what soundd like joy.
"What happned? My head hurts." I groaned raising a shaky hand and placing it where it hurt most.
"You had a panic attack and I got worried so I ran to the nurses office with you but I kind of tripped and dropped you. I guess you hit your head." Dan siad, scratching the back of his head in embarresment.
"No wonder he took so long to wake up. You should be more carefull. thanks to you he probably has a mild concusion." The nurse scolded Dan which made him blush and look down in shame.
"I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me." I said in a sleepy voice.
"Well now that he's awake you should both head home and Phil, make sure you take some pain killers twice a day. Give it about a week before you come back in." The nurse spoke again in an instructive but kind voice.
"Yes miss." I sighed and sent her a small smile.
Dan offered his hand which i gladly acepted, using him to help heave myself up.
"My dad." I mumbled as we left the room.
"What happened to him?"
"Mr kura came in just after you fainted. He's gone, they got him." Dan announced with a joyful smile plastered on his face.
"W-what" I questioned shocked.
I couldn't belive it.
He was finally gone.
Small hiccuped sobs broke our short silance and happy tears began to roll down my cheeks.
"S-so does. does that mean I'm..." I stuttered unable finish my sentence.
"Yes Phil. Your finally free." He said with a huge grin plastered on his face.
As mine began to grow to a similar size, he stopped and pulled me in for a bone-breaking hug.
I couldn't believe it... I'm finally free.
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Happiness at Last. It's taken me long enough to get his father out of the picture. I've now wrote out a brief of every chapter so I'll finally stop improvising and know how this story will go. It's going to be between 30 and 32 chapters long so there's still a while left and my goal of 320 votes has already been crushed and is now on 379. I'm hoping I can get around 450 before chapter 17 goes up but if I don't it doesn't really matter. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and the rest left to come and yeah... I guess that's all. Bye bye!
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