fixing the unfixable -phan neko (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 38- smut continued

Phil's P.O.V

I laid, watching Dan, confused as to why he had stopped. I knew he had been enjoying it, so why?

I looked down his body and stopped when I saw the bulge in his jeans he was trying to hide between his squeezed thighs and under balled fists.

I, myself, was in the same condition but seeing him made it worse. Can't he see what I'm trying to do, or is he really that dense? Why won't he let me?

"Dan, Why did you stop?" I asked again.

His cheeks appeared to darken and I got an idea as to why. He was worried about me, like always.He was being overly cautious again.

"Dan, please look at me." I requested sternly, but still in a kind tone. He did as I asked, and, as he did, I sat up and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Phil, I said to sto—" I interrupted him with another kiss, deepening it as much as possible with his slight resistance.

I removed my right arm from his shoulders and brought it down to grasp a hold of Dan's left hand. Then I moved it slowly towards me until I placed it on my own crotch in a desperate way of showing him it was okay.

I wanted us to continue.

Once I had placed his hand, I pushed it against my groin and removed my own hand to see what he would do.

I could feel his shock and he pulled away immediately, both from the kiss and my guided action.

"W-we can't." He told me again.

"Do you not want to?" I asked him.

I was ready but I had never taken into consideration if he was or not.

"It's not that. I just need you to keep recovering and this might stop it." He told me, finally sharing his concern.

He's an idiot.

My only thoughts were that he was an idiot. Did he really not think I knew what was best for me?

"I know what I can handle. Stop worrying about me for a change and listen to me instead. I want this, you idiot. You actually had me worried there" I told him in a slightly raised angry voice. I watched as his face turned from guilty to stunned.

"I'm sorry." He told me sincerely, immediately quenching my anger.

"It's fine." I assured him with a smile before wrapping my arms around his neck and connecting our lips once more.

Once I pulled away our eyes met and he gave another awkward look.

"So... can we continue?" He asked awkwardly and I replied with a brief nod before reconnecting our lips in another heated kiss.

There wasn't any resistance like before and his hands quickly found their way under my shirt and were exploring my entire chest.

He broke the kiss yet again to pull my shirt off and his own before reconnecting. Slowly, he lowered us both down until he was on top of me with one leg in between mine.

Every now and then he would tweak a nipple and I would unintentionally thrust against him.

Then he moved his lips from my own and attached them to my neck, finding my sweet spot straight away. I tilted my head to the side, giving him as much room as possible and I could feel my jeans grow impossibly tighter. 

Dan didn't seem to notice my pain and continued worsening my issue.

I stretched my arms down and grasped a hold of his crotch, causing him to release from my neck momentarily, but he soon went back and I could feel him begin to create another hickey near the last one.