Phil's P.O.V
I woke up to darkness and the muffled sound of vehicles racing around us.
Whilst trying to sit up I noticed my hands and feet were bound together and that this defiantly wasn't the bed I fell sleep in, in fact it wasn't a bed at all.
I was still woozy from sleep which seemed strange but my main concern was getting this gag out of my mouth and screaming for help.
I forced my claws out, leant down, and began to attack the, I'm guessing, rope holding my legs in place.
It was so dark and my body felt so numb that most of the time I couldn't even tell if I was moving or not but the occasional burst of pain as I caught my flesh instead of rope told me I was.
Eventually, it snapped and I moved up my face to find the gag, feeling around for a short while before I got it.
In one or two flicks of the wrist that was also off but I had no way of freeing my hands.
Just as I opened my mouth to begin to scream we came to a sudden halt making me fly into the back doors.
Not a second later they opened revealing a muscular, familiar-looking man and a bright flash of light.
"Awake I see." He smirked viciously causing me to shake slightly and stay silent.
"And got out of our ropes too it seems." He said with the same evil sounding, venomous voice.
When I still continued to give no reply his expression hardened slightly and all of a sudden he screamed " Answer me!" In a commanding, loud voice.
"Y-yes." I stuttered out.
"Yes what?"
"Y-yes sir" I replied knowing he would want the same title as my father.
"Good, now come on. And if you try to run... Well lets just say that you shouldn't" He said with a demonic smile forming at the end of his words.
I slowly shuffled over to the open back doors of the van before dangling my legs off of the vehicle and stepping out.
A rush of dizziness flew through me nearly knocking me back unconscious but the man watching me grabbed a hold of my arm before I could fall.
"Whe- Where am I" I stuttered, still confused by the situation I was in.
His grip tightened slightly at my question, probably not expecting it, before he glared at me and gave no reply.
We continued walking up the dusty country road before standing outside of an abandoned warehouse.
"What is this place? Where am I?" I asked in a much more rushed and louder tone only to get a simple, sinister reply and a shove forward as an indicator of him wanting me to keep travelling forwards.
I did, at a sluggish pace, feeling his stare burning the back of my skull.
As I walked I began to piece together what was going on in my mind and when realisation hit of what I was most likely doing here I froze in place.
"Keep moving!" The man I remember being called Jason yelled from a few metres behind me.
The memories of what he and my dad did began to surface even though I had done so well in forgeting.
It was by far the worst my father had ever did to me.
"Start walking. Now" He bellowed, breaking me from my shocked trance and my memories making me start to walk immediately.
I screwed my eyes shut and tried pinching myself to make sure that this wasn't a dream, or should I say, a nightmare.
When my skin began to bleed I could tell that It wasn't and I felt like screaming in pure sadness and rage.
Why does this always happen to me?
Why am I the only one who ever suffers?
I just want to be with Dan, I thought with a tear slipping from the corner of my eye.
Please save me.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I'm sorry that this is a lot shorter than usual but if this one wasn't then the next would be really short and I'm behind on my writing schedule. I'm also going away on holiday tomorrow and won't be back until Wednesday evening and so if I remember I'll post another chapter then but if I don't it should be up on Thursday. I really hope you guys enjoyed reading it anyways and yeah, that's about it. Bye bye
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fixing the unfixable -phan neko (BoyXBoy)
FanfictionPhil Lester is gay and a neko. he lives in an abusive home and is bullied constantly where ever he is. he is anorexic and self harms whereas Dan Howell is living the dream compared to Phil, he's popular, has loads of friends, and a straight A studen...