Black Beauty (Z.A. Love Story// Explicit)

27// The Shore

"I remember that night I first saw you" I heard Zach say to me, with the trace of sleep in his coarse voice.

"I remember when I couldn't stop staring at you. I thought to myself  'She's one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen'. I started panicking in the moment. I was afraid that I would never see you again. I could feel my heart begin to pound, and I wanted more than anything in that moment to be close to you, and to be with you."

I remembered that moment too, when it was night and we were under those elm trees near Topper's, and I fell in front of him.

"You're lying through your teeth" I accused.

"I'm not"

"I'm not that special, Zach"

He leaned up forward over me, his eyes rolling.

"Yes you are."

I just stared at him.

"Kiss me"

He complied.

Our mouths felt like they had been lost from each other and were now coming back together.

We let our hands caress each other. His body felt warm now and so did mine.

He ran his hands through my hair, and I ran mine in his. He smelled nice tonight.

His eyes fluttered as I let my hands run over his chest.

He moaned my name, then told me he loved me. I told him I loved him too. This was what I had wanted. I had wanted a boy near in the night. When I was small I hated to sleep alone, and I hate it now too. When I was small I hated the cold of the winter, and now it was coming, but I had wanted someone to keep near and to keep watch around me. I had found the one.

We came to the edge of wanting to have sex. All I needed was to remove his clothing and mine, but I held off. I wanted him and I wanted myself to want it more.

"Goodnight" I said to him.

He rolled his eyes at me.

He kissed me once more, then laid down.

I didn't want to think about the dream I had.

'3:50' said the clock.

I rolled closer to him. His soft snores came back. It put me to sleep, and I could fill my heavy eyes begin to slip closer to closing.

I was feeling the peace I knew, but a shock was sent through my body, and I shot myself up. My skin grew cold and I began to feel something. I went to the window. A car was parked in front. The streets were dark, and I couldn't see who was inside, but I knew that there was someone in it. I could feel them watching me in the window. In the moment, I didn't feel safe.

Zach. Was he safe?

I didn't want to put him any danger. It was the last thing I wanted.

My baby was sleeping

My chest hurt and my muscles hurt. It was an uneasiness that hurt me. It made me feel naked as if my clothing had been ripped away from me. I squirmed and felt sick within my chest. The stomach acid was coming up.