Hi everyone. I'm still alive and breathing. I'm surviving lol. I'm still here and I've been trying to look at this story as just a way of having fun, because I haven't been having fun lately.
It's insane watching the fandom grow and it's weird how many reads this has and how many other Zach Abels fics there are. I kinda regret writing it because I feel... creepy. Lol.
There's no way to describe the frustration and mystery in how I've been feeling. These past months have been excruciatingly exhausting and mentally, I'm on the verge of giving up and succumbing to it, but I won't, so don't worry. It will be a week or two before I publish the final parts of this. It's actually kinda sad to me. This has been what I've invested in for the most part since 2014, and in each chapter it documents how I was feeling then.
Now I'm feeling sad it's almost over.
But hey, does anyone like The 1975 and Matty as much as I do??? Maybe i'll do that next. Or maybe i'll publish some dark love stories I've had in mind. I have some good ideas. Follow me if you want to, and I'll follow you back if you ask.
Thank you xx
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Black Beauty (Z.A. Love Story// Explicit)
Fiksi PenggemarNina; the sad beauty from Arizona stuck with beauty, wealth, all wrapped in an abusive lifestyle. She has never loved anything before, until she meets Zach. (Warning: This is no ordinary fanfic. There's death, visions, and sex included.)
