Black Beauty (Z.A. Love Story// Explicit)

26// Headlights

I awoke to Zach getting up from the bed. His hair was messy, his eyes tired, his lips chapped and rosy.

"Good morning" I said instinctively.

His skin radiated. The grey coloured sky had come in to his room.

He looked back at me with those pearlescent, sexy eyes he had, and he smiled his smile that made me melt, and bit his lips.

Maybe it was just because he could see my naked breasts. Or maybe he just was in the mood, but how I loved the way he made me feel.

He had so much control over me. He was a god, and I was a mere filthy human that could come down to him to pray beneath, and lay under.

Before I met him, I was so hungry for a love that would make me feel full. I didn't want to be starved; I wanted to be burdened and controlled by a man that I knew was worthy.

"Mornin' beautiful" He said, as he slipped a sweatshirt over himself.

He threw me a hoodie to cover myself, and some sweatpants.

"I slept nice because of you, ya' know" He said.

He inched closer.

He kissed me. He held my face in his hands. It was the kind of kiss that every girl wants to feel at least once in their life. It was warm emotionally, and seductive, and powerful.

He sucked on my lower lip as if it was candy. He made my eyes flutter, and my heart pound beneath him.

"I love you" He whispered into my ear.

"I love you. I love you. I love you." He told me over and over as his head swayed and as my hands touched him in places he was never touched before.

"I love you too"

"Nina" He moaned.

"Yes?"

"Let's leave this place"

Leave what place. When? Where?

I would go anywhere with this boy. But the unknown is what scares humans the most, and I was scared. So scared. Why did he want to leave? Where to?

I wanted to leave too, but the thought also scared me beyond words.

I just wanted away from Richard.

"What about Jesse? What about Mikey? Jeremy? Brandon? What about the band?" I asked.

"I'll still see them. Eventually." He said. His voice sounded heavy, and his eyes looked sad. "My numbness. It's been getting worse Nina. It's suffocating me. This house is making me sick. I don't know what to do. I just want you with me. That's all. I've never been more sure of anything. Without you, I would kill myself. I don't want to ever be away from you. I want you to follow me."

"I'll follow you. Wherever you go."

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When the evening came, Zach turned on his large sound system, but kept the volume down low.

He gave me blankets and pillows to rest my head and body on, despite how little I exerted myself physically. My brain had betrayed my skinny body.