Phan OneShots

Violins and Cookies (Part 5)

Dan waited for the familiar knock on his door every morning and to see Phil with a big smile on his face and a baked goodie in his hand. It hasn't happened since 2 weeks. His neighbor or his friend Phil Lester didn't make any attempts to contact him ever since the awkward kiss they shared which made Dan leave his house in a weird fashion.

And even though Dan didn't like to admit it, he misses Phil a lot. He missed talking to him, baking with him, listening him play the violin. He missed pretty much everything about him.

Dan had hoped his feelings for Phil would somehow disappear but they didn't and he still finds himself thinking about him most of the time. It wasn't even healthy anymore.

He really wants to go up to Phil and talk to him but he know he can't and he won't because Dan is really stubborn and a coward when it comes to things like this. So he would just rather stay locked up in his flat all alone doing nothing.

He did bump into Phil once in the past week but they both just looked at each other for a second and rushed past. That was it. Dan couldn't believe how they went from good friends from awkward this soon.

And Dan is sad again just like he was before he met Phil.

For sometime Dan thought that maybe he could go apologize to Phil or do something but he didn't mostly because he was scared Phil would just tell him to fuck off.

Maybe it was better this way and that Phil was never really the guy meant for him. Either way Dan missed him and he could do nothing about it.

One such Sunday Dan was fast asleep when his doorbell rang. He got up half asleep annoyed and opened the door. It was Phil.

"Hey Dan" Phil said.

"Hi" Dan said his eyes widened.

"I made some chocolate" Phil said holding out a heart shaped box.

"Oh"

"Happy Valentines Day Dan" Phil said as he practically rushed away leaving a gaping Dan on the doorstep. Dan finally got inside the house and opened the box to find heart shaped chocolates inside it. He didn't even know it was Valentines Day today. He checked his phone and yes it was 14 February. Dan had completely forgotten about it.

He popped one of the chocolates in his mouth. It was delicious just like everything Phil made. But why did he suddenly gifted Dan these chocolates and why on Valentines Day? He couldn't understand Phil at all. He was so confusing. After weeks of no contact who shows up at someone's door on Valentines Day just to give them some chocolates. Only Phil Lester.

The next day was no different. Phil was on his door again. This time with a blueberry cheesecake. He just gave it to Dan and walked off. What did he even mean through this? Maybe all Phil wanted was to make Dan fat. He could never understand what did Phil think and why was he suddenly baking for him again.

When Phil showed up the next day with cookies Dan stopped him before he could walk away.

"Hey Phil"

"Um hi"

"How are you?"

"I am good. How are you?"

"I am okay"

"That's good"

"So are you free tonight we could hang out you know if you want to"

"No I've got a date" Phil said looking at the ground.

"Oh"

"Goodbye Dan"

"Bye thanks for the cookies"

"No problem" Phil smiled. Dan closed his door suddenly feeling sick. He couldn't believe Phil had moved on so quickly. But then again did he even like Dan or was that kiss just a moment of lust and that it meant nothing to Phil. Dan dumped the cookies into the trash can and threw the container on the floor as the unmistakable sound of Phil playing the violin echoed through his house.