Phan OneShots

Bubblegum And Cigarettes (Part 5)

Dan was below Phil on their little uncomfortable sofa as Phil kissed Dan. It was more tongue and Dan felt strangely uncomfortable mainly because what had prompted Phil slamming Dan on the sofa and kissing him a little too harshly.

Courtney had called.

Dan watched Phil get angrier as he cussed out whoever was on the line before throwing the phone on the table.

"Who was it?" Dan asked.

"Courtney,"

"Oh, what did she have to say?"

"Sorry,"

"Oh don't think about her," Dan said.

"I am not," Phil said. "Now that I have you"

Dan smiled.

Phil had suddenly started kissing him and it had lead to where they were now.

But Phil didn't feel very comfortable.

He felt he was being used by Phil as a replacement for Courtney and that Phil didn't actually care about him.

Phil's hands were now on the hem of Dan's shirt tugging on it in an attempt to take it off and in a few seconds later Dan's shirt was on the floor and now Phil had moved to Dan's neck kissing him gently and nibbling slightly occasionally as Dan tried to contain his moans.

He didn't want to be affected so much by Phil. But the slightest touch by him would send up shivers throughout Dan's body leaving him craving for more. He hated how weak he was when it came to Phil. How he could never stop Phil even when he felt what he was doing wrong.

Dan didn't know what direction their 'relationship' was going in.

All they did was kiss most of the times and when they weren't eating each other's faces they would watch some stupid movie or something.

Neither wanted to talk about what was happening.

What were they actually?

Friends with Benefits? Boyfriends? Dan wasn't sure. 

Phil's hands were now dangerously close to the waistband of Dan's jeans and that was when Dan decided it was enough.

"Phil," he said breathily. "Stop"

Phil stopped immediately as Dan sat up suddenly very conscious about his upper body being exposed as he bent down grabbing his shirt and putting it on.

Phil smiled at him and then gently kissed his forehead.

And times like this was when Dan would be more confused. What exactly did Phil want?

Did he just want Dan to be someone who he could use to satisfy himself or did Phil actually cared enough to want him to be his boyfriend? 

The only one who could answer this was Phil of course.

Mind fuzzy with his thoughts he didn't realize Phil's hands snaking around his waist and then pulling him onto his lap before kissing his shoulder.

"What are you doing Phil?" Dan asked.

"What? Am I not allowed to cuddle with my friend?"

Friend, Dan winced at the title. Were they really friends after everything that had happened in the past week? 

Dan moved around a little. He didn't really wanna cuddle right now as pleasing as Phil's presence could be.

"Are you okay Dan?" Phil asked.